Grats its goin to be 1 week and 5 days more to school start.. as usual on mondays i get a lot of sun tan.. working out in the open =) i love it.. getting to use the crimp (finally after so long using it in sch).. i crimped wires for a scissor lift, similar to the aircraft crimp.. haha then in the afternn use a lot of time trying to fit some balloon like thing into a wheel and making it round.. haha.. i heard that some1 made a fool of himself by pumping over 2000psi into a wheel... then the wheel rim bloew out into the sky and into the high celing hahaha

ytd was a great day.. went to vivo alone to see the sun and the ferry moves.. they move real slow and its not like what i do usually. everything is fast paced for me.. then i went crazy and started shopping.. unfortunately my appitite has not been quite well these few weeks.. i was probably stuffed with the same food everyday =x... did not ate much at the noodle shop i forgot the name already =.= managed to relex and sooth my nerves and get back to reality...

life is veri enjoyable when u see it from different point of view.. i know i have and it is enjoyable for me everytime trying my best to make light out of night =) i guess every1 needs to learn something everyday.. well. frankly speaking it is the truth haha



since last week friday walk pass an APU at the back of the plane. i keep hearing a click sound whenever i swallow my slavior.. sometimes its also pain.. hais. im too scared to see a doctor.. ltr really got any problems = die le.. just hope it goes away soon and no problem will arise anymore.. work is like clock work.. wake up work go home sleep.. this will always be like this when i enter the field again.. saturdays and sundays need to work as well.. but i lazy i slack on weekends haha...

woots. today got family dinner at sushi resturant.. nice food and oversized stomachs i can see =x.. my workplace adults keep feeding me with so much food.. but i keep rejecting.. then they say i nvr eat much one ZZZZ.. at least ok la.. eat break no eat lunch no eat tea break then eat dinner le.. sometimes cant even eat at all..

i changed the skin of the blog just to test how to do ... but it seems a bit guirly =.= no choice this is the eaziest blog skin HTML i could find and edit.. finally got time to do such stuff already.. somehow it does not feel the same as last time.. hehe time to eat le



after 189 days, 3 dates and many many meet ups, it has finally came to an end. i seriously do not feel hurt at all but rather happy that u really said what u really felt instead of hiding it inside of u.. i personally feel that it is my character that contributed to our break up. my character is understanding and giving too much care and concern abt u. I have shown too much of understanding and concern and care to u when we are together.

boyfriends are not suppose to comfort their gf or just maintaining low care and concern and low understanding. bf are just suppose to love their gf and care more abt their gf's love for them. However most gf wans their bf to understand them more, but it seems more of a want than need.. sometimes ( i dun understand y) gf tend to stick to bf who scolds them or abuse them.. from the outside it seem inapproate but most girls love their bf even more and try even more to make their bf happy.. my previous relationship ended like this coz i cared and understand too many thing already.

when i did this, i was just acting as a good friend to u.. some1 who never throws temper and understand u very well. its just that letting you go with ur mistakes have taken a toll on our relationship.. i lack the terms "manly" in my character and it has made fools out of me.. maybe you are still young and dun really understand abt it but it seems i am unable to forfill that slot in your heart and keep the fire in your heart alive.. i personally dont want to be with some1 who forcefully try to love me coz of what i did for u.. its like being together with an empty shell all the time. i onli want and need is your heart not your body..

i seem more like a best friend than your bf most of the time. treat it as a steeping stone for us and we learn from this experience together. At this point of time i dun expect you to regain your "feel" for me anytime soon.. cause " once gone it's gone, have a hard time to find it back". i still feel happy that u said that to me and i really appreciate it a lot.. this will be the last relationship i would have till i am 30+ come out of ns 22, add on 0.5 at CAAS taking the papers. 2.5yrs training 3 yrs contract and 3 yrs at university.. i would only get a decent paying job at around 30+.. haha.. but 1 thing.. i still love you a lot and still am willing to wait.. maybe 1 more yr till i go ns.. i am only willing till wait till then... if got better males than me.. pls go with them ok? promise me that..



what i did on the 26th of march was something that was from my heart. and i did not think twice doin it.. i know by goin to your house realli suprised u . and that it was some kind of huge pressure for u to patch back with me. i could see so already that u dun wan to be with me.. i was comtemplating what thing i did so gravely wrong to make u do this.. maybe school work stress? or family stress or even some1 better than me...

u say recently u have nthn to say to me via sms and on the phone.i feel its odd. i onli came to 1 result.. it does not matter to me anymore if we are tgther or not.. because u have already lost all your interest in me and no longer have the feel for me anymore.. it your choice to stay with me or move on.. i realli love you but i will never force u to stay with me all the time...

i know u are trying hard to put it to me but u are unable to say it out loud to me.. u probaby do not wan some1 who give in to u.. probably wan some1 like abuses u or has an oversized ego...
i have done my best and i realli know u dun wan to think abt it anymore. so dun think. just act what your heart tells u..

relationships is like fishing..sometimes u need to pull and the other time u need to let go.. if not the line will snap.. i think u have considered me very fan to u.. this is who i am.. the one im seeing right nw is not the real u.. i know u are lively and love to talk a lot.. but it seems u have lost that interest in that when in front of me..

i know what i did yesterday was terribly wrong.. maybe we both was not serious abt this relationship. until it was goin to end then i felt it was realli something important to my heart. i know u will read this and it would be hard for me to put throu on the phone.. i just hope that yesterday would not be the last time i see u..

just becoz os some small thing, i say it so loud till u realli canot take me anymore.. then u told me u are too tired.. most probably u dun wan your parents to know, secondly u wan me off your heels.. (i nw know what it means to be hot on some1's heels) thirdly, u dun wan be feel sad anymore.. i dun wan to hurt u anymore.. i just feel bad doin it to u... if u think i canot make u happy anymore.. feel free to tell me to end tis unhappiness.. i will wait for u











In every relationship got its own problems
many chose not to say it,
but u know me very well.
Everything will say one out,
thus i cant keep anything from u.

both u and i know of your temper,
and most of the time i am on the recieving end,
however sometimes i will also freak out,
and scold and shout back.
i know u experienced this a few days back.
and i know u are really upset over it.
sometimes i also have paitence for i am human.

i know releasing one's emotion is important for emotional development,
and i respect that as well
and i realli promote u to vent your anger on me.
But what i like abt u the most.
Is that after throwing your temper,
u acknowledge that u did something wrong.
This is the most proud thing being your bf,
when u do something wrong u dun push the blame to some1 else.
being responsible for one's emotion u may put it.

main concerns from parents are a relationship spoilting one's grades
how to put it.
spending excessive time on a relationship and neglecting studies
for me, with proper time management it will still be alrite
for example, how do u date some1 when both are working?
its the same as studying.

there are slack times for dating and time for work.
I feel that we have planned our time properly,
and dont do things excessively
just a 1-2hr chat be4 we sleep
the last time we hear everyday is each other's voice

ppl may feel thats short,
but i feel that this is the way to strike a balance between a relationship and studies
so parents wont nag, haha

i realli feel that your thinking is realli mature and all along thing far ahead of every1 your age
this is y i keep insisting that i want to be your beloved bf since november last yr f3

now u know the reason lema?
<3 u bibi



Everyday is another new day.
Where we both try our best to get along.
We have gotten along with each other very well.
Even though we seem like "arguing" a lot
Now is another stage of our relationship

We have bonded with each other emotionally
And have began to understand each other's char
This is most important in any relationship

From last time
It has come to me that u seem unhappy
When i canot online in maple or play with u , when i was goin out

I could already tell ur dissatisfaction
LOVE is something we keep to our hearts
And something that will never dissapear easily
U have beared with it a lot

And i realli acknowledge it
Since u never broke up with me cause i canot pei u in game
Unlike some ppl i know of
i love u bibi <3

I also know that u want someone u can always
Find when u are bored or lonely and want that person to be with u always
no matter where and when

But there is something i must address and i wanted to say for a long time
I canot be always be smsing and on the phone with u
I have my own personal time as well
U seem unhappy too whenever i try to find time with my friends
I know u try to control your emotions and try to not be angry and u have done very well
I have told u some stories abt it
And u really took note of that
And did not control me
I realli appreciate it my good bibi

With each passing day,
U are more interested in being with me
Rather than forcusing our relationship using electronic means
For treating me better and respecting me as well

And i realise u wanted to spend more time with me since january
I can onli say " IM LOVING IT "
For u are showing to me that u wan to be with me

I personally feel now
Our relationship has reached another level
Whereby we understand our different taste
In clothes and food

I have noticed that we have already understand
Each others' needs and wants.
Now is the "goin out part" where we need to address
I am in no hurry

But i wan to assure u
That its ok to wait for u
To be ready to go out
And enjoy romentic places

And have a great time
Enjoying romentic scenes with each other
And enjoying breeze in the wind
And basking in the sunset

All these i can wait
No matter how long
I want to be with u always

now that there are some problems ( u know la)
i dun think i will ask u out again for a long time =(
i dun think there is a choice
but let us lie low for a moment ok?
dun worry once its ok we will go out again
i promise u

<3 u lots bibi ~

i wish to help every1 in every way i can..
but instead i did it all wrong..
making more confusion..
i wish i can do it better.
ya every1 make mistakes
but the way u say it to me.
makes me feel that u are upset that i dun wan continue
i have been helping anyway i can to every1 i know
need zakum need ppl to use werb for ht
i will gladly give my advice and service to u
i wan to do it well when i help

cause i also wan face one..
every though many ppl know who i am in your guild..
its not strong enough bonding to forgive "outsiders" who make mistake
thats y they seem a bit angry and diao me when they were talking..
it onli makes me frustrated and onli make me feel osctrasized by your friends
thats y i can understand y sam keep insisting that i must never join devilstorm
if not he will break off all our friendship
btw i sux at gpq now so dun ever ask me along... i have lost interest to join in your guild activities already
pls forgive me for doin this..
i am a outsider anways... onli a gd friend of juan and pawn of many
if this spoilt your mood i am not a good bf...
getting upset over such issues..
i dun have much friends and i see every1 as friend
but few treat me well to be considered a friend
end up many ppl keep using me in maple and mango always use zaku to go zakum
then many ppl keep exploiting this and keep asking the char zaku to go zakum


go le no returns
go le no thanks
go le no1 even care abt u
they onli wan u to be ther just to help them

i did not understand the 1/2 day procidure and ther was a need to aquire a writen slip of paper proving the allowence to leave.. i was suppose to leave but did not know this procidure thus i had to run back to get the slip from the office.. wasted me 6mins.. i left at 12.36.. the bus came at 12.37 i need to walk like 3 mins.. be4 i even reach the junction i could see the bus moving away...
it was frustrating for me coz the next bus will come at 1pm.. it would already be too late to reach on time... then some ppl starting to flag a taxi.. i also decided to flag taxi for my purpose of today's 1/2 day

wow i stumbled on my wordings and nearly say wrongly... too rush for time le.. making me worried i may not be early as promised... it was a fast journy but using the same road as bus 37 and i rmb seeing the taxi over taking the bus at the last moments ending the bend to the bus stop.. it was onli 12.51.. and it was $2.80 base and $2.20 for the drive.. i was looking at my handphone watch all the time

reached the bus stop already nw waiting for 969.. waiting time 10mins.. everytime wan go home fast always delay me one... board the bus at aprox. 1pm.. the driver was driving carefully and i applaud his carefullness coz it was raining veri heavily and visibility was very low.. around 300-400m of visibility...

i slp on the bus.. and woke up at the usual bend where it would slightly push me off my seat... i ran home from the bus stop... faster bathe and change and forgetting many things.. i reached home at around 1.37 then chiong bathe till arnd 151.. then i ran to the bus stop... bus came fast at around 2pm... u were hurrying me as well keep asking if i could reach on time..

it was definately nerve recking coz i did not have confidence in my time ability to reach tampines.. i told u to go out early coz i think u needed to wait a bit.. i was right.. lucky not that long... i reached earlier than u still and i was definately happy not to be later than u muhahaha...

we were goin to be veri late le like tis.. i keep asking if we could ever reach be4 the movie starts.. i was pondering if like any other movies i watch usually at GV whereby 15mins of long commercials are usually broadcasted.. we were cutting in throu every1 and hahaha.. some1 saw a teacher there sia.. i doubt she seen u if she never say hi LOLS...

it was around 236 ther already.. then u keep saying that u wan to go in.. i on the other hand had not even eaten my lunch... thus i bought pop corn.. which was ment for u to buy.. haha got sweet honey and salt taste in it..

water horse is a good movie.. talking abt friendships across different animals and mainly frictional point of view of the lock nest monster... in the end every1 ended up happy... like us haha.. lucky i picked the correct sits..

how i wish i can go to movies as often as we want in furture.. coz i realli did enjoy my time there... although we live far and onli can watch in a specific place.. i dun mind travelling down all the time to be able to enjoy any movie with u... man i need a driver's licesene... in order to meet u everyday... i know u enjoyed the movie with me as well =)

love u baobei



today the mood was good even though it was raining cats and dogs
ur mood realli can affect other espically me the most
i dont expect u to always be in good mood
if not there wont be a chance for me to cheer u up =)
i love cheering u up even thou i am not suppose to do such things
warming your heart with my love gives confidence that i can be a good bf
even thou i have many imperfections
i hope u can guide me throu all my misgivings and help me learn my mistakes
i know u can be the one who can do this
can u let me be the one to guide u throu both bad times and good times togher?
can i be the one to be 1st to be beside u when anything happens?
can i be the one to celebrate with u when u are happy?
can i always be the one with u in everything u do?
i will always be the supportive one to giv u confidence
for i have found my confidence being with u

<3 baobei



went horntail with werb's dk... nice hp 17k walk the head wont die... haha its quite boring thou for a dk to be played... mainly i am used to the thrill of getting l ow hp signals... haha wonderfull teamwork.. shouting out to one another when there is goin to be dispell.. haha it has been a long time since i did that.. it makes me wana lvl faster to help the range... always i have used ranged for many expidition and i hope can use it to help zakum.. i dun think we will be goin soon but it was a wonderfull accompanishment for all of us.. haha.. many 15x 16x and a few 17x ...

once we say wan go hit horntail.. ppl keep labeling us as impossible.. once we down it ppl say its possible with apples... i dont understand y ppl canot accept the fact that everything is possible if u are willing to sacrafise time into it...haha

today father go pump petrol and then 1 small boy around 3 yhrs old ran across the pump and towards the 7 11 shop... thats the road for exit... then 1 incoming vehical zoom pass... wtf... nearly bang into him.. imigine a small boy compared to a car.. i doubt the car can even see him if was a SUV... the parent of the child treated as nthn happen like tis...

OMG i dun understand y parents allow their kids to run freely in a petrol station.. accidents like that would have instantly kill the child.. i have grown up in banners that show no running across the road and stress safety when moving pass roads that vehicals drive throu... as i look at the couple.. i realised they were in their early 20's.. i guess they are not that thoughfull abt their kids as they are very young.. sometimes we need to think before we do things with a small kid with us.. main thing is safety.. weather it is save to bring a 2yr old child around walking into a payment store from the pumps ... i dun think they took these into consideration....

ahha today sch holidays.. means no traffic goin to work muhahaha...



lols today use air sahara company motto.. emotionally yours
today is definately an emotionaly day... wan maple to train... some1 ran to another party making me feel pissed and angred
wake up in the morning to get a good map.. map gone coz some1 died.. sian like siao.. lucky i already lvl if nt i think he wont get to see another day... still got so much hp to wash to get to HT.. it makes me wonder if i can even go ther... have been deciding for so long to get a itouch
but it seems i dun need it but i want it.... in such a delima today... haha today saw a primary sch friend at the IT fair.. veri qiao.. some1's gf lai de haha.. i got this feeling that she rmbs me also.. nvr really say hi to her lols...

today introduce ys cheap western menus haha chicken chop at HAN'Sset$9.80 with drink ,fruits, 1 main cource and main cource with soup... sumore thats the final price no service charge... trust me that i can find set meals below $10

bibi i know it has been a hard day for both of us.. everytime treat u well and give in to u is because i love u... u always think too deep into these things and say that i have treated u too well and did not repay it back. i can tell u relationships is give and take.. sometimes u give in to me i give in to u.. i understand u well and your needs like some snacks for supper.. i bought some for u and try my best to satisfy what u wan.. it has not been easy to satisfy your stomach though.. but it makes me determined to make u happy because i love u so much.. dun keep blaming yourself that u are nt a gd gf and do not pay attention to me.... slowly slowy treat me better lols.. as for calling u everyday.. i feel its a necessary.. juan told me that girls usualy miss their bfs everyday and usually need them to call.. that piece of advice is from her.. thats y i call u everyday and even thought u sleep throu.. i still let u slp... however sometimes when i want to sleep u dun allow me to.. its ok.. i know that u want every1 around u to love u espically me.. and i acknowledge that so thats y i show my love by being xin luan and talk till u sleep .... i know that u are very reserved in what u usually say.. so i wont ever pester u to tell me more..
<3 baobei



today do airbus wheel jack as well as nose landing gear holder and main landing gear holder
it was veri fun to clean up the debris on the top of the holders bevause they were put one side and left to rust.. clean clean and replaced new parts to the aged structure... even when its old.. a strong man still canot break the structure even hitting it many many times to get the joints out of place.. because the rust was so thick, it join 2 weildings firmly together and unable to take out
that man's every hit on the metal pole was defening.. the hammer connect well with the metal and i could hear that with my ears.. nt as noob as me hitting metal even though on a table

today was an enjoyable day espically for me...

i want some1 who when im in wrong show me whats right
you are that some1
i want some1 who can bravely go against me when needed
you are that some1
i need some1 who will support me when i need it the most
you are that some1
for the past 5mths you have always ther for me
showing encouragement and support
being your bf realli brings joy to my heart
and have also shown me respect that i need
i realli have nothning more to ask from you
so dun ever mention that you are no good for me
i love u lots and this is what u onli need to know
and i will always be waiting for u to be ready ~
love u lots baobei
i want to be the best bf there every is
i am willing forfill your wishes for u
i love enjoying my time spent with u, do you enjoy it too?

<3 baobei

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