my fingers went numb today.. ytd at 10pm i picked up the phone from ys and i droped it in the floor, when i woke up at 630 to off the alarm it droped onto my bed, take biondi's friends psp it dropped, pick up my file at aes today it dropped. this is wad excessive mapling does to your hands..

make it nua till u cant do anything.. and cui i was the 1st to ko last nite.. angie had help and sam had motivation.. i had nthn.. so u cant blame me for not trying a 24hr chiong..

sq self pawn himself again today by saving tutorial answers and NOT the lab test quiz answers in biondi's tumb drive.. the teacher came back just when he was a abt to save it.. he actually had 20mins to do it.. its not the 1st time he self pawn le

this sem.. 1st was high resistance produce high current with the same voltage.. in between was some small self pawn acts be4 heng's lesson..

heng stood up from his chair and walked in front of sq and say " if u beg me for 10cents , i give u my hse" he said that becoz sq wanted to get marks for giving the answers but he was anyhow pasting the answers in lmao

did fyp again and re did the mounts and we discuss how to do the rest of the things.. we can finish by the end of the mth and not the end of next week.. tmr the pigs will be in..

there was a dragonfly on the train today and it went banging its head against the walls of the mrt and it frightened every1 off.. dont know what happened to it after

note to myself:
NVR put components in my bag and bring home to do as homework.. It Tore through my bag and poked my mp3 a few times and now there is a HOLE at the btm of the mp3.. and WTH my Grados are not back yet.. its been 21days (=_=)"'

this and joels wans me to email the food to him becoz he wans to share haha

mum bought some cakes for desserts and 3 of us had our fill after dinner.. haha

dont know y this yr everything i do is so stress, i have ht at nite and i haven even prepare anything at all by 830 so i tried to do all the things but there was no manon.. its like wth i delayed the ht till 1030 be4 it started.. and wth i died at the same place for the 2rd week in the running.. cui man..

i slpt early at i infurated quite a number of ppl that day..

saturday was worse, went to burn my hair be4 teaching mei mei, and its very short, shorter than kawei's hair..

i feel bad that day becoz mei mei ran off saying she dun wana learn piano when i did not even scold her or anything.. then my mum ask me to play some nice songs for her to hear and she got glued to beauty and the beast that she even recorded it down (=_=) at least it motivated her a bit, chewren these days can concentrate well on their stuff and have no discipline in any area, all the time playing and even more playing

got quite enough of her already.. chewren need to be disciplined and taught the correct thing and not insulted like calling them dumb or stupid, anways we all went out after that, shop at china town a while be4 goin down to see papa home and he bought a bottle of vodka for me (^_^)V

some1 told me smthn abt ego, guys have a huge ego and cant accept that the person u like left for some1 else.. its not that u miss her or what, its becoz the person left u for some1 else and guys cant stand losing things to some1 else thus causing this "miss" feeling. i dreamt of stella again (=_=) and i dont even think of her

confessed smthn to kawei and i feel much better now.. i can onli trust my friends to make a good decision but sadly i cant really think straight all the time so u need some1 to gib comments on what u do. there are a lot of things u cant do it alone guess its very true.. i hab to change my ways from nw on..

biondi self prawn today morning when his slippers fell below the other lecture seat.. since i was holding my phone i decided to sexpose him lols.. i feel bad abt this but for the sake of fun.. this ish fun.. aniways i did nothing to finish the voltage regulator and i missed another set of pins by a step..

im losing it already.. holes make my eye so blur now that i cant concentrate.. so wth.. did the transistors but it dont work.. find vcc and it was not what she told us be4.. it wont work on the test com so we decided to use the relays this time.. i dun trust vcc or my dad already.. time to play with the controls..

finally some1 told me off that i keep saying tmr whenever i'm doin things.. everything tmr. tmr and it wont come.. guess some1 really pointed that mistake to me at a akward time today.. i need to CHANGE like obama's campagin

every1 have different ways of thinking.. sometimes you rebel against your parents.. for me i feel loved by my parents and i respect every decision they make and guidelines to follow.. becoz i really love them and respect them too.. i dun really like my parents to worry abt me when i get home late, not every1 does.. this is where peers affect u the most..

i have good friends who have similar families and are not broken and no1 is unwanted in their families.. this encourages us to be friends becoz of similar family situations..

u cant always follow what every1 else does.. thats very important. u cant be always comparing yourself with others.. it onli makes u do things u did not want to..



today all i wanted to do was fyp becoz its so fun and interesting.. went to the sch and learnt AEF all over again witht he 3 phrase generators.. today was the delta type.. next was how to fly a real plane and after that was fyp and i flew the f16 and its very easy to land becoz its so manavour all over

we played and some ppl sabo me to fly in extreme conditions and i cant even see anything =.= im not that good yet but i managed to land beside the runway lols.. took a very long bank turn and still overshot a lot..

soldering was so sian and disgusting.. there was glue all over the transformer and i had to burnt right through that and the smell is so BTH that i can smell it rite nw.. the pic that my dad drew was so accurate that he left out something, diodes instead of capactors.. he tell me capacators one @_@.. end up we finished it on time be4 it closed. i hate my soldering.. keep missing the pins everytime and i cant really solder properly.

these few days was quite moodless for me and all the soldering i did was all wrong.. hais.. im losing it already..

biyong nvr follow instructions and nearly crash a few times. laught till peng.. tmr i shall try the fs and train on it haha..

ate family meal with bio n kawei at ljs.. we were a family LOLS>.< the mobie was rocknrolla which i canot even understand a single thing midway and who was the one being the baddie and who was doin what.. very blur mobie with so many botaks u dun even know who is who coz all botaks look almost the same to me.. botak botak in 1yr's time haha..



its me flying the aircraft ^^ cant see the airport at all although its singapore the full size 1/2 a cockpit
the digital instruments the basic T and the heading on the left and the radio and ecas on the right
me testing the landing haha..


our PIG18 board
the transformer and everything inside
our com
this is our board with the lights with itour mp3 player that we were goin to use to broadcast our sound







today was my brother's birthday. and i gave him this to hynotise my brother feels sleepy and goes to bed earlier.. he opened the present be4 i even gave him.. wth la.. no need search high and low for it.,. and i dun even see the wrapping paper..zzz





today was one of the most tiring days this week ba. i slp at 4.. and woke up at 630 and chiong my bathe and anyhow pick a shirt to wear to school.. sch was boring with the 1st lesson.. after the 1st period lesson which ended quite prematurely we went to mac for breakfast..

i was not hungry yet i stuff myself with the pancakes.. next up was LFC (large fried chicken) 's lesson.. i fell asleep without realising and no1 woke me up.. slp like free one.. went to do some part of FYP but nothing productive.. im a slacker at fyp nw.. soldering have to see mood de..



im hating this:
always relyin on others to make a decision for u.
always have to rely on others to help me
always have to rely on your emotions to get things done
always waiting for things to be done by u

i dont relaly like it when u run along and do things yourself w/o telling me.. u may feel nice but i dun..

i just feel helpless and i cant do anything to really help clam your nerves.. every1 around you is a nuisance. so im trying my best not to let u think that way.. sometimes u need to lead life more simply and not to worry abt everything around u..

anything can be a happy thing just like pins and a board..




went out to get bevan's earform at city hall be4 walking at funan for a while to take a look at ayumi's compliation.. and bevan got beeped at the exit for the 2nd day running.. this time he nvr buy anything with a security tag.. he was beeped ytd for his UE superfi 5 PRO at popular woodlands

went to collect my fila bag and he sent his k760i for repairs and off we went home.. as i was goin down to get dinner for my brother, as i was stepping out of the kitchen and getting into my slippers, a black object ran in.. i was shocked.. it was a cat and it ran into my study and hide under the table on top of a old computer..

i hate cats and dogs.. nit this cat was so cute with bach nose always purring at me.. then i scratched its back and let it feel comfortable be4 taking it down from the computer and out of the house.. out of the house it ran down the steps .. i quickly close the door.. my brother was camping at the door to see if more had wanted to come in when i was playing with it.. ( he was probably scared)




ytd morning was one of the latest time i slp in like a zillion years.. 5am.. lols.. wake at 8 to go to sch to consult vcc and she was not even angry at us but she was rather supportive.. we were rather scared that she would be terribly angry with what we have done..

she gave us a lot of encouragement and i gave her what she needed to talk to the director.. i dun know y today it was quite moodless to do things for fyp. dont really wanted to solder much so i talked crap most of the time.. now there is a huge problem with the LED.. probably goin to do on sunday or so.. im lacking a lot of slp also.. even my eyes failed me and those suface mount LED lights's wires were so messed up i really wanted to disown that circuit board..

after that we met biondi, becoz ptb was screwing him, rather late and went down to collect my pay.. met bevan to do a headphone test and to buy the headphone with the pay.. planed to do so at a later time but who cares.. that means i must work more to save up more and that means less goin out..









im quite shag today so im goin sumerise what happened these few days
Tuesday
went to wait at joan's house and i was not given any dress code so i wore jeans with EEE tshirt and normal shoes.. went over to joan's dad's shop and it was very big and lots of stuff to put up.. it was very fun using the sticker gun to paste all the price tags onto the items.. it was my 1st time doin this and its very very fun..

i dont even realise that time flies.. soon it was already lunch and dinner and we have to go.. with wen ming,ys , joan there is non-stop laughter.. managed to finish unpacking all of the day's new stock and sending them up a storeroom ( a stairway to be exact)

the other side of my life
printing could not be done becoz of the shop was making some wire laying so it would be delayed 1 more day..

the other other side of my life..
vivie was engaged and i dont think every1 was happy abt it espcially not me.. slow reactions can cause so much trouble..
DOTA with joel kawei biondi and we won.. kawei just had to guard the top well and we can push with more hope this time..

wed..
lot of rearranging and i was the suxor who had to carry the stocks back to the store and my slippers nearly broke on a few occasions.. prolonged standing with my slippers will promote great pain on my toes.. i need to change it already.. cant stand its creeking sound when its wet..

it looks more like a shop now with us rearranging everything to its proper place..

FYP got screwed by our director.. he gave us some criteria to follow and we met all of them.. resulting in him saying " FYP students cant store their things in the aerospace lab" great.. even his students store inside the lab and for goodness sake.. we're aerospace students too.. stop being so bias and making us in the spot.. he is finding so many ways to get us out of the running with lame excuses..

to add on to our troubles.. the computer which ivan ho easily said could be approved cant be.. he screw us yet again.. i really dont think vcc got any power to change that decision.. i hate teacher politics..

lvled and feeling stiff all over.. but i really cant slp at all though so chatted with vivie till 3am..

woke up tired but still got lots of strengh though.. the lesser i slp the more energy i have
went to work and sort lots of things out.. its a long process and losing its value of fun becoz it was rather repeating and wen ming and i took a hr to finish my set of clear holders becoz it was so thin.. went home and i stil dont wana slp.. have to worry abt fyp all over again



we went to sch early unlike other days becoz we wanted to meet vcc as early as possible.. who knows when we entered the room she was leaving to her seminar.. she asked us to follow her to the room to do the qoutes.. we followed and as we were doin the qoutes, there was a lot of teachers entering.. it felt very odd to be in a teacher's lesson for teachers.. we finished the qoutes and went off with every teacher's eyes on us..

i did the soldering of the led board as we needed to change dimensions urgently.. and we drilled the landing gear into place.. and i left for my driving lesson

wts.. this lesson is pratically another boring and sleepy lesson.. i drove 1hr normally and when it reached the 1 hr mark.. my left leg was very tired.. that instructor made me hold the clutch at a very ulu ulu junction at pungoll for 6mins.. wth la.. he slpt at the 1hr mark and i drove alone.. i floored the acc and just drove into overdrive and went 80kmph.. like he care so y should i care.. next time its just goin to be 1hr lesson and i hate him now..

on a lighter note.. went to simlim tower for the led strips.. it was very generous of the shop lady to give us 30 free mini resistors which cost $1.70 per 100 resistors..

went to bras prasa to take a look at stuff which does not exist for wad we needed and took a look at the printing..

waked to douby gaut using a new way.. its fun finding your way around.. (i know how to walk there but nvr tried)

waited for joel and biondi for a movie and kawei and i waited at ps for like 2hrs.. joel reached 1st before biondi came in slippers.. went over to cathay to check movie time.. we b ought the tickets for connect and went to cartel to eat.. biondi sign his card so it was 10% cheaper.. this is mine (above)
biondi's one..

the story was long and had many twist to the story.. it was a great show.. who knew the police were in cahoods with the "justice" bringing interpol.. on my way back i saw WS ppl.. and no1 jio me out for dinner T_T.. said hi and was rather shocked to see them.. sry if i anyhow talk.. i do that when im surprised =s





woke up very early today coz ys wanted to go out to pay the bills so i went out with him.. met at 1030 and went around yishun paying bills.. ate lunch at long john with both of us feeling very full and there was still lots of sprite in ys's cup.. since it was early and i was onli meeting kawei at 1214 we went to the arcade.. played the F355 but this time there was no link play and we decided to play other things.. there was this flight sim game which i felt be4 playing would be nice

after take off they told me to vector according to the given space which i did. there was a min points req to pass the thing and i achieved 67 marks but it had a requirement of 70 points.. sad wasted my money.. i tried another time but i pushed the rudder too much and went of cource.. tried to bank back but i pitched the plane to 30 degress.. way off staling angle.. pratially wasted my money..

we then played max tune 3.. i took a gtr and ys took a subaru impreza.. we had fun and i was leading till the end where he overtake me.. zzz sad.. there was this guy.. who wanted a star for killing off a newbie so he entered the game and challange ys to a duel.. ys car was 280bhp and his a whooping 800bhp lancer.. of cource dio owned.. there was this nice guy who saw and immediately put his cash down and challenged him..

that guy was watching at the back and sometimes its not nice to pick on newbies. the guy lose to ys's challenger.. but we acknowledge what he has done lols..

went to sch and did the leaver for the landing gear.. it still lacks something and it will be done on monday and monday is a full load of work for us..

went ht and got necked.. i was so scared i would dc halfway like last week.. brought 700 milk onli 150 used.. 600 mana elixars 400 used.. 30 sets of stars..24 used.. haha thats abt it and i realised i need to extent more slots to accomdiate more space for cider



went down to sch at 12 and becoz kawei just woke up at 12 i asked him to stay at home until further developments.. went to sch and was directed by adrain lim to go to T801 to ask for space but sadly the TSO was abt to resign so its a definite NO by him.. lee called at 1 saying he is coming down but dno where is the sch

so we waited for him at clementi and after some time waiting at dover mrt
i realised i forgot 1) my map
2) my dimensions
3) measuring tape.

went to clementi and waited quite some time and vicky and i were talking abt magazines.. magazines should have more guy clothes than female clothes.. lols but sadly not much of men's apparels

brought mr lee to our sch and took a long turn from srg lab to T14.. i nearly got lost but im lucky today to find the way.. we brought up the model and kawei arrived on time to give me the dimension to let me draw.. and he finally drilled the holes and it looks perfect.. now its all up to us to do it.. and yes the left hand rest had enough space and was a suitable height..

this are some pigs





this is the possible model we will be recieving tmr and from what kawei did.. it is rather ok now and its goin to be laminated when we are goin to recieve it tmr..just some pics kawei took





din really have the mood to drive today.. with all those things happening and our project and quarreling on the blog and in sms to stella.. its frustrating becoz i really don think i did insult any1 or really ksed any1 be4.. anways i check and i found out i recently posted a picture of my char onli.. but the insults have started like months ago so..

and its rubbish and probably finding a way out of a maze.. its childish and lets not play this game already.. anways dio ksed or wad.. its just a game and its stay inside..

went to marina at around 4 after my driving was finished.. walked at funan and there was a lot of things to see but don really have wad we needed.. walked to marina via city link and it was sooo crowded.. wanted to take a look at clothes today as i feel im lacking clothes to wear these days.. went to topman and found some rather nice clothes but priced at $50+.. probably wait till a sale comes..

ate ice cream and walked around sumore and walked to esplanade and to fuleton hotel to get the breeze.. in times like tis u really need a breather

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