{MemoriEs}

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

1stly summarise <>this blog's purpose and its changing purpose over the time.. 1stly it was created becoz i can record down how i wasted my life.. and record expenses at the same time.. it became a blog where i put just to re-nonce my feelings for some1.. it ended as quickly as it started..

the next rs is almost the same with a different person with similar characters.. as for now, its just the start of the rs and we are not see-ing much of each other, i wonder what type of rs it is now as we dun even see each other now due to some reasons but i still wana keep my fingers cross.. like the previous year, i have to spend chrismas and the new yr alone despite having a "gf"

now the blog is used for the purpose of telling her how i'm doin nw becoz i cant contact her for certain reasons and at the same time record fyp..

and damn, i wasted my life doin nothing spectacular this yr.. and basically just being a windbag all the time

my new year's resolution is
-n_o_t_h_i_n_g
-no more complicated rs anymore

Life N MemOries } {1:53 PM}

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

havent been blogging these few days, due to the over entertaining top gear.. mum bought me a wallet for chrismas which she did forget to pass to me.. its nice though but im not goin to use it anways..

MONDAY
one of the worse day of this month.. moaning was results giving.. 68marks and im the 3rd last for AES.. hais need to work harder liao.. had to rewire every retard wires in the model becoz of some disconnection which we cant find.. i had to knell down and squart down just to complete the job.. the whole day was painful just to squeeze into the circuit holding area.

to add on to the woo of the project.. be4 i could return the equipment the TSO ran off early so i did not claim my ez link card.. so had to go home with some plastic card.. wasted my $1.80.. burnt the voltage regulator so badly it keep reducing its voltage after starting.. and when i touched it.. its burning hot and i burnt my fingers.. hands was pressed onto some molex pins and it bleed..

ohya my soldering iron was found, but its not working.. so what to sumerize a day.. it was worse at nite.. unlucky spell went on even on the roads.. some1 spinned her car into a lamp post and it fell.. can even her the female crying..

cant complete the altho's sms 007 by ytd nite coz i overshot and nearly snapped off a vital part of the head.. that was time to stop doin it.. hais..

TUESDAY..
man i hate this.. last 3 from the class with acns.. i didn't study chapter 5 and this is the result.. utterly dissapointed and no choice.. who ask me not to study harder.. taking the easy way out and did so badly..

laughted at quah's lesson becoz he look so cool today.. or is it?

need to get formal shirts.. dun wana waste money on it so im goin to borrow from dad.. full stop.. life is just too interesting to not live it

Life N MemOries } {9:14 PM}

Friday, December 26, 2008

wednesday

woke up quite late at around 12pm.. accompanied mum and dad to get stuff from cold storage becoz they are goin to host a chrismas lunch the next day.. so went to buy ham and more ham... drinks and some ginger beer for me to chill with the new bottle of whisky.. after that we just practically went home..

did nothing but MOH airborne on my bro's new com.. nua at nite with some old movies i had and practically did nothing..

THURSDAY

wake up to help mum do nothing, she keep saying its easy to make western lunch/dinners =.= so sit on my com and listen to music and read the news.. and tadah..

left side is the lasagna, right is the curry puffs and btm is the turkey..

the turkey.. my mum dun usually decorate the dishes we eat daily =/ thus my brother complains that what she cooks dun look appealing.

3 different kinds of ham, honey baked ham, corn-beef ham, and i forgot whats the 3rd one was..

the lasagna, mum did it with some secret methods from my aunt which made it easier a lot /hehe

my camera spoilt.. pardon me.. curry Puffs

this is the Shepard's pie.. using holland's potatoes.. which tasted sweet and nice together with some minced beef in it making it so nice that my cousins helped finished it all..

though the wine tasted sour and really sour =/..

just a slight note to myself.. life is what it is when u say no to everything.. i've been thinking all these while becoz that movie was not the only person/ influence that keeps telling me not to plan things too much.. i guess its right to just move with the flow..

i just so scared to lose u this time dear dear, thats y i was so worried when ross did'nt reply me when i asked her abt u.. just give me a sign to show me what should i do to make u happier everydaym i just feel completely useless and insensible to ur feelings everytime..

Life N MemOries } {12:33 AM}

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

today was supposingly a boring day for me as im still as moody as ytd.. just went out to re-apply PDL in the morning and went down to bugis to collect the stuffs for FYP.. went to sch for lunch with biondi and junjie... went to paste things which onli occupied 1hr of our time.. and it really looks really like a cockpit now..

vcc draged out time and i ended up feeling she should personally take the picture of the model herself LOLS.. end up she was quite satisfied with a few pics and took it.. did the write up with her and kawei with my emo-ing at one coner.. did'nt hear her say YES MAN! was a nice show and she watched ytd..

met up with biondi and joella for dinner and outing.. bought the tickets for 935 so we had a lot of time so we walked to hereen for dinner at japanese street.. if u ask me, there is nothin much nice to eat and everything is in small portions.. unlike 2 weeks ago when i tried the food at suki sushi =/

still being moodless for no apparent reason we decided to buy this:

sake.. 1st time drinking rice wine.. it tasted quite sweet and it mysteriously cheered me up.. i cant really describe it but when u drink alcohol to a certain amount, it gives u euphoria.. well it has to depend on the amount consumed.. joel was glowing red hot with blood shot eyes.. and was being naturally hiliarous craking funny jokes instead of crude jokes he usually does..

joel had 5 balls of chicken onli

5 small dumplings and its so small for $5 wts and there was no cakes..

watched YES MAN! and its was pretty funny and some actions were quite anticipated but still its nice way to laugh ur way out.. watched top gear season12ep7 just nw.. and laughted so badly it gave me a somach ache.. it was the part where james may say hello to some girls , which interputed JC talking to them,who helped them when their alfo romeo broke down.. pengs..

dear dear hope u are happy now celebrating chrismas with ur family tmr and dun think too deep into things everytime ok?

Life N MemOries } {1:50 AM}

Monday, December 22, 2008

vcc made me wake up so early to go to sch just to scold me.. complain, your poster pictures canot make it.. too much of this too much to that.. then i say i go try it out and sms her at 245 after her meeting end..

biyong came early to do his framework and its still not so appealing.. so we decided to skip it.. had lunch quickly at fc5 be4 making it back to the lab.. the lab was not closed for lunch this time becoz the texus cowboy was there to supervise his students..

vcc came to take a pig by herself and still failed terribly to get what she wanted.. lulz.. so ended up with a shot of kawei and the PFD which was nice.. vcc still complained abt the wiring.. molex pins everywhere liao lor.. but how to group them up without much mess? dun ask me =x

did not go out today.. a bit sian today.. moodless if u ask me.. think i'll get my presents on boxing day.. anticipating the log cake for chrismas lunch on the 25th hehe

kind of miss dear dear.. but i dun think there is a choice do i? when i woke up and saw ur sms i was rather surprised and overjoyed with your reply.. dont know it was me or ross whose complains u saw.. but still its still a sms me .. at least i know u are ok now.. wishing u an early merry chrismas =D

Life N MemOries } {8:18 PM}

Sunday, December 21, 2008

to a speical someone:

your friend ross has'nt botherd to even reply my sms abt how u are now, if u care abt how i feel now , tag on the right side using whichever name u feel comfortable with so i know u are alrite

Life N MemOries } {11:24 AM}

Saturday, December 20, 2008

lots of things happened today and the most prominent is probably my cousin acting by herself and threatening my aunt that she would walk away.. becoz she did not want to go out after the piano lesson, which she had no concentration whatsoever, my aunt asked her to go home herself..

becoz at home she would fight with her brother for the com and maple =.= .. for your info, i have been looking behind her when she maple at my hse.. all she does is jump around and throw stuff and play afool.. none of the serious training.. she has a rather amusing way to enjoying herself.. like her elder brother.. is doin stupid things u dun normally do.. like selling things cheaply.. my cousin bought a wa 49 creaven 0 slot at 50m still can laugh about it..

we wanted to go down hougang to shop a while so my aunt, mum and me walked to the bus stop.. she followed and keep on threatening her mum that she would go home herself w/o her mum.. she dont know how to sit the mrt herself.. and her mum dun even allow... my aunt then say u either come with me or go home herself.. then my cousin just say she dun wan to follow and dun wan to go home..and walked away to board the mrt

we just see her walk up to the mrt and boarding the wrong train.. from what my aunt say.. she always threatened to run away from home when she is punished.. at home also like tat..

so my mum and i were debating weather it was nature or nurture that bring about good characters.my cousin nvr had a mother to really punish them becoz she was working.. mainly is sent to the childcare where they mix with other bad kids inside it and learn bad from there.. for me..

at least my mum taught us whats right and wrong and i always love to go home to a place where love is abundent.. well for me is 1/2 nature 1/2 nurture.. dad's very guai according to my grandma.. mum sacrifice her job to teach us..

anways my mum always give double standards.. like my brother who can always go chalet wherelse for me who asked once when i was 16 , was denied the chance to .. i didn't bother to ask in future.. rules laid for having a gf is so different from my brother one =.= wth lor.. im not gona challenge it anyways lols

back to the story.. they cant find her at all.. her mum was so calm i canot say anything liao lor.. its like she always run away one.. if it was my parents.. they would probably be very anxious and get a heart attack.. my mum and i did not had the mood to shop at hougang and went down to city hall to wait for her in case she did not alight the train..

my aunt camped at sembawang till she came to that stop.. ended up my cousin went to that stop at 5+ after asking the service personal at SMRT for directions.. she got scolded too.. hope she learnt her lesson when other ppl scold her and not us lols.. nearly 2 hrs of getting lost..

my cousin, male de ,called my mum to say she is alright and my mum was quite relief lols.. then my mum was back to shopping.. dad called to tell me the blue label is like $230 and he wont be getting it coz we definitely wont drink a $200+ whisky lols.. so he bought chivas regal 12yrs..

mum went to orchard to do her chrismas shopping and we went to ps to take a look at her shoes.. her shopping is tok kong de.. look at shoes can look 45mins and not buy anything.. i think im the onli 1 in her family to take her "buy nothing" shopping sprees..

she liked a shoe at everlast and was contemplating weather to get or not.. then we walked down to orchard road and we went into paragon.. and she went into burberry..=.= i had nv stepped into any boutique shop be4 in my entire life.. and im in sandals.. wrong dress code =.= that atmosphere is very calm inside with a certain high class smell..

mum was looking for bags.. and burberry was not my mum's taste.. she did'nt like the design, she wanted a leather bag this yr.. the onli thing i could rmb doin there was sweating badly.. dun blame me i dun walk into boutique shops.. she tend to do her chrismas shopping with my aunt and not me =/

ended up walking into taka to take a look at coach.. LV and Gucci needed to queue so we skipped it.. mum loved the criss cross straps of one cloth bag and the chocolate coloured bag of a leather bag .. but they dun sell criss cross strap with chocolate leather bags.. my mum have unique taste and there is nothing on earth can suit her taste lol.. i prefer her to buy the more bach colour looking bags they have at coach or even a burberry design =/

ended up buying nothing =/.. orchard was very lifely indeed with many bands playing live... but 1 thing i hate abt shopping is seeing couples walk around lols.. and i always sulk when i see a couple =/.. anways ralph lauren polo at $89 any1 wans? eyes wide on joella O_O

and i was pondering what i needed for chrismas while shopping with my mum..

nothing that money can buy..

qoute from some guy's shirt
" Crazy for the art not the name, fahion is very powerful , those who were once touched by fashion will always love it, those nvr touched by fashion would appreciate it for the fame of brand, the art of fashion would nvr be part of their souls"

just saying u should nvr buy for brand but for the design they give instead lols..

Life N MemOries } {11:26 PM}

Thursday, December 18, 2008

today went to sch to help out.. today is the day where i start to feel what others really think abt their positions in the group.. i felt like biyong today.. doin nothing but help out and not suggesting how to re-wire.. well at least i tried to make their life easier by doin the cutting and nothing else. =/ did from 10-12

waited for beverly mei mei (bevan) to call becoz Hazel need some customisation.. =x so we needed to go down to Sennheiser to get replacement pads for Tricia... (he gives names to his equipment), Dianne is stil in the process of RMA so is my igrado.. hmm what should i call it? decide later hehe..

took a bus down and walked to Alexandra technopark to change his pads for $25 w/o gst.. and my dad's HD320 have spares there too.. thank god the 25yr old headset my dad has still got spares.. lols.. wet to vivo to buy Starbucks Christmas special of chocolate chip mocha.. spent my last cent on it and its not worth.. chocolate chips were kinda impossible to finish..

we took a bus back home at the meantime slping in it till the sun shined into the bus.. slpt at home for another 2hrs.. im very very very tired and stressed up.. sms some1 from the guild saying i wont ht tmr coz of some family matters.. and guess what ?

"sry i dont think i included u in tmr's ht" it makes me kinda of feel like a replacement every time.. ok its fine.. i dun intend to be a replacement for them anymore.. a friend in the guild and i are not pretty happy on how they allocate the skillbooks and now i understand oOovivieoOo feelings when ppl told her how they feel abt her ht is like..

now i know how their characters are really like.. there is nothing more to say already.. im just a replacement everywhere i go.. am i really not good to qualify at 1st team..

Life N MemOries } {8:54 PM}

dad flew at 7am in the morning to japan.. it took me my 5 alarms to wake the living dead off my bed.. damn tired.. dragged myself to wake up and go driving.. no complains from him wadever mainly becoz i feel so at home with the car now.. and i need to update my PDL soon.. maybe tmr or so. =/

after that i needed to chiong to art friends to get the plastic glue and rush to sch to eat lunch alone.. we arranged all the wires and vicky did the parts of the auto pilot alone.. calculations and estimations all he did it with PBY perseverance in cutting they did it.. vicky additionally cut some plastic and made the whole model light up.. hats down for vicky lols.. i had a frustrating time doin the wire crimping with a soldering iron..

its really frustrating when i dun have the clipping "hands" for the wire and it ended up spending me 2 1/2 hrs for 9 molex pins.. tested everything and it lighted up.. all from theory onli also can light up (^_^)V

tmr is rewiring again of the computer.. yippie it has finally ended.. our fyp.. after so long.. haha

did HF today.. and my fuze melt.. did section1 in 45mins and flared up becoz 92 pages of text and he rephrase until so odd i duno which is the main point.. luckily got 90 marks.. section 2 was better in 15mins 90 marks too and 4mins for section 3 with 80 marks.. that nearly completes my holiday assignments

somehow, somewhat it feels kinda empty w/o talking or listening abt u nowadays.. y it has to be this way.. im just glad i keep a blog so u can see what i did everyday.. dear dear just take care of yourself ok? dun let yr self fall sick becoz of this.. smiles dear ^^

dear i know u dun like loud rock songs so i specially chose this song for u.. more calm and meaningful my baby/dear

Life N MemOries } {12:38 AM}

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

went to CMPB to hand up the red form and walked 3hrs to look at stuff.. dear was still angry at me and she didn't reply my sms nor her best friend's sms.. been worried sick that she was very upset.. tried to compete the project but as usual more delays.. and i cant really concentrate with so much on my mind.. vicky will kill me but it did not affect my performance in the proj.
becoz of me dear had to go throu so much trouble planning everything and yet u did not get what u really wanted.. i feel kinda of sad that i caused u so much trouble again and again yet i dun give u credit for it.. im terribly sorry.. dear no matter how long, i would wait for u to get permission and to a time where i would be sucessfull enough to be your parnter.. pls wait for me
12/15/08
did not do much in project becoz some STOLE MY SOLDERING IRON .. to whoever who did it pls GND.. just glue the parts together and i hate sch projects.. im broke.. every week $30-$40 gone like tat.. and im eating bread crumps every day of the week..

went to pei dear dear for dinner and spend time with her.. we both enjoyed it a lot =) but ended up with me saying something sensitive and i got chased away lols.. i feel bad for it.. miss u lots..

Life N MemOries } {10:11 PM}

Saturday, December 13, 2008

1 yr ago today. i went to the beach with a special some1 who change my way of thinking.. today, 1 yr after that another person has change the way i think abt life at a beach ^^ you really taught me a lot of things abt ppl and pointed out that i was kinda like a hyprocrite which really upset me a lot.. but well, ppl tell u your bad character u just have to change it.

ross is so talkative and always trick me de ><>

nothing much today other than a HT which lasted me 2hrs 40mins way past my limit for star so i plan B.. no choice blame me all u want.. kemund died at the claw AGAIN. at the SAME spot .. always leaving me prematurely to fight ht when his claw is so much better than mine..

Life N MemOries } {2:19 AM}

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

went for the medical checkup for the army today.. tks for a special some1 who woke me up =/ 2mins earlier than expected ^^.. anways i walked all the way to CMPB for the check up from red hill.. thought it would be a short journy compared to toshiba and i was RIGHT >.> walked onli 30/45mins i allocated it to be.. song..

needed to declare if i had a camera phone or not so i had to maintain phone silence.. 1st was the urine test..passed although i thought will fail.. too much sugar.. the one behind me phailed =/.. blood test was next.. i just hate needles but i dun even know y i donate blood when i hate it so much.. this time its so thin its like WTS..i looked at it when he pierced it in.. dun look at me, always wanting to donate blood.. but im very scared..

next was the part of the sound check.. no problems (^_^)V, along with dental and the eye.. next was the heart check.. no irregular heart beats and im perfectly fine.. =) at least for now..

there was a long wait for the vocation assessments which took abt 40mins waiting time.. and nearly 1hr of pressing on the computer.. asking stupid qns and maths qns which i could not complete.. asked a whole load of simple but lengthy calculation qns and geometry qns

went out with joella and bionDIDI for breakfast/lunch/ dinner at one go.. then bio collected his motor and i bought my battery.. finally got a good one with good current ratings. went for a movie but nothing too amusing for us to watch so we watched SEX DRIVE.. it almost had a same meaning as superbad =/.. the group of farmers were very funny with their "i was born to fix things up for free" and the part where the ghey caller became a ghey himself.. that shows every1 that when u call some1 ghey, that person is in fact hiding from the others he is a ghey himself

Life N MemOries } {11:48 PM}

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

sry biondi.. ytd did not had time to play the piano. probably play it on thursday or so when im free. .. =/

ytd had no time to play the piano as morning i had driving and it went as smooth as ever

afternoon i trained with pan xi at skelgons.. i had to on 2 chars and i barely made it to 159 85% and i KO liao.. old le + no motivation.. today morning trained a bit while watching "allo allo" resulting in me getting an extra 4 charms.. today went out with bevan to get a sliver bendy which was $65 and it can be bought at $25.. damn i should had checked 1st be4 goin in to buy =/

i feel like goin to the "wall of plugs" to take a look what they offer.. and see if there is any pure sliver transmission lines.. i still need a battery =/

Life N MemOries } {11:09 PM}

Saturday, December 6, 2008

today i tried playing biondi's song he send me and i am done with the front part for today.. played onli 15mins and im still need somemore pratice.. i shall record a video and post tmr.. anaways my parents are overseas so my aunt decided to give us a treat at a jap resturant.. and here we are:

moii ramen+ chicken

crabs any1?

moii ice cream

mei mei's ice cream + jelly

cakes for cakeygal.. woops its mine.. none for u le

ytd ht was so fun and i laugh till stomach pain..becoz some1 said tail down when it was not 1nl and 1 bm hitting after acer,tifa,tk,me ko.. sort of a miscomunication resulting in every1 dieing.. 1) time die = not enough hp (i think) 2) died coz no hb 3) also no hb.. its a "once in a lifetime experience"

Life N MemOries } {8:46 PM}

Friday, December 5, 2008

cant help it but to say sry to my online friends..

I SCREW UP
by not researching be4 goin for to scroll egg..

i screw up my paper getting 58 marks out of 80..

every1 around me is getting hacked.. last time was pipi and now daph.. both have to use moii extra codar =/

Life N MemOries } {9:09 PM}

Thursday, December 4, 2008

i just love dinner.. its a time where u can ask unlimited qns w/o ppl getting angry..
asked dad a whole lot of qns abt batteries, power supply, op amp design, amplifier design. he also nvr get angry.. u seem to ask more qns when its YOUR money and YOUR handiwork.. i was a bit worried abt current leakage becoz of my soldering.. but my dad assured me nothing of such would happen..

brother was rather talkative durin dinner.. talking abt when he would be recieving is results.. and how it would be like for him.. guess he got envious that i was talking to dad and wanted our attention.. anways he did admit my sch's paper was very hard.. haha ytss standard is always testing more than what it is specify. lol

Life N MemOries } {9:05 PM}

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

its the last mst of our year in SP and so many muggers come out.. im still feeling the effects of ACNS and im scared i might fail the rest of the papers.. so i began studying w/o msn or the internet so less distractions from it

scored decently with 68/80 for the MCQ and i can get an A really happy

TKS biondi for the hints

and 1 more thing

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAWEI..

Life N MemOries } {10:54 PM}

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

nothing to do and feel quite emo so i started on my kit.. wanted to leave it for the weekend and since i dun feel so well and i cant stop my nose bleeding i decided to solder with nothing at home.. just 1 iron 1 sucker and thats abt wad i used.. and slowly took 2hrs to complete.. its fun and i really enjoy doin this.. maybe i should get a DAC DIY version too..

the board and components

done with the hard part.. surface mount op amp

completed soldering

they gave capactors which canot fit.. so it may look a bit odd..

making it light up althought u cant see the red light becoz its a LED..

my rig ~ i wan a superfi 5 pro for my birthday ~~ long way to go.

the new train.. they pratically took the seats out of every middle carriage and made every1 stand up.. we should make it like japan.. no reading of the newspaper or using of handphone on trains during rush hours.. whenever 2 ppl extend out their hands, they take up 1 standing area of space already.. and whats up with reducing seats and bringing up transportation cost?

the money they used to take the seats out would probably be enough to run a few extra trans during rush hours and pay the drivers for at least 1 yr.. its costly to do such overhauls..

the seats are already very tight and men sit should to should next to each other so its self-explainary that 1 seat can provide 1 standing area..

the way they make the hand rails are worse.. they expect you to always stand in front of some1 seats.. they reduced the number of rails becoz its unsightly.. making it nicer but reducing the efficiency.. like wad LKY said abt being pratical in china town.. they have glass roof which kills passerby with the heat generated during the day..

they already wasted so much $$$ into putting priority seating and reducing seats.. y dont channel it into making more trips into the city?

Life N MemOries } {8:46 PM}

Monday, December 1, 2008

_ _ _ _ _ _ lecturers sux to the core.. they tell us that these would be coming out and tell us bluntly that all these would come out.. end up biondi predicted the questions based on his comments and guess what.. 30marks full of shyt that he say that would come out in 5marks.. i thought can just give some marks away as sacrifice for the front..

30marks and i did not even touch the topic..
_ _ _ _ _ _ lecturers are the worse of their kinds.. giving hints? giving a death sentence more appropriate. all he do is play flight sim and show to the class what can be learnt in just lab

i dun think there is a need for his lecture.. just go to the flight sim room and just teach hands on.. i also dont know y ben's project is there and yet he nvr uses it to teach us at all..

Life N MemOries } {5:04 PM}