today was the day i should be working at the F1.. got a last minuate call from the ppl and i was in.. and every1 was in as well.. so we rather glad we went in.. we shld had reported at 830 but biondi was late so we register late.. went to change and i looked like a sushi master with the low cut and thin shirt.. its cold and made of low quality and lousy material..

changed and signed in and wrote our name and waited 1hr+ for them to allocate a pass to us.. most of us slpt for the 1hr coz most of us dun usually slp early.queued and waited again to be called up and go down by bus.. went downstairs and took a bus to the granstand.. it was only a short way there..

we were then assigned to different rooms and i was with wen ming... ys's friend.. we 2 were introduced to every1 and every1 was so nice to greet u in the morning.. we then arranged everything for tea break.. actually everything was already arranged for us.. we then went down to take lunch.. we did nothave lunch until 2+ becoz we had to help the them carry the water down for the ushers probably..

ate lunch and went up to watch ppl slowly come in.. i was allocated at jonny walker room so i anticipated that i would be expecting quite a number of cascasian guess.. there were a couple who were early and the air steward, probably, started interacting with the couple.. how do i know they are stewards? not by looks but the way they serve and interact with u..


probably slack till 5+ and when ppl started to pour in at 5+ we were told to quickly have dinner.. went to the rest area for the staff and we had dinner.. a few air steward gave us a lot of cakes left overs and they keep stressing the " dun waste" part so we ate cakes too.. the cakes were splendid as they not only tasted nice as well as looked nice..

there was this lady wh ys's friend accidently called "auntie".. he was talking to the auntie beside me but the air steward thought that it was ment for her.. so she looked surprised and walked away.. went over to take more cakes and there was this tirimisu.. or marchose. well she knows how to make it also.. and know how to eat.. teach me teach me i wan learn.. lols..

went back to find lots of ppl starting to line up to go in.. we served nothing as it was a buffet.. we just serve drinks upon request.. since most of the guest were british they were quite obsessed with jonny walker vodka and most of all BEER..

guess wad? i accidently spilled drinks all over at the watching area.. and it was spilled onto a indian lady... its like wtf la.. 1st time happening to me.. went back to the bar to tell them and they say "good, accidents do happen.." the air steward said " are u ok? do u need to wash up.. now u take this towel and give it to her to wipe.. its alright one.. dont need to worry abt it" this is y ppl like sia service..

went to say a lot of times sorry and she said nvm.. im still feeling guilty.. and after that i did not bother to serve drinks.. and lost confidence as well.. cant really hear what they really order as i was abt to shut down.. but more encouragement from the lady and i slowly regain my confidence and served better.. there was a lot of drinks goin here and there and im very busy..

even the sec4 wads her name ar? valerine started saying that i dun know the cocktail drink names.. aiya she very funny one.. any shuai ge she will go bonkers and goin out to serve drinks and get exposed to 90dB of noise is her favourate.. i wanted to go out but she keep snatching with me..

in between there were many small races with aston martin and other smaller versions of the F1 and there were many crashes when overtaking and turning espically.. even the 1st of the aston martin had a bad dent on the hood.. the aston martin had a low grunt and was not as high pitched as the F1

i had a directview to the grid from where i was standing.. and i can onli make 1 statement.. the grid girls are worse than the ushers... singtel don have the eyes..

the start of the race was damn loud probably 105 dB or so.. with them reving up to 19,000RPm be4 starting out on the grid and its 20 cars.. the noise is insane.. its worse than the apu i walked past last time.. well they started off and zoom zoom zoom.. zoom zoom and be4 i knew it, massa had the fuel hose cliped to his car.. and all the british started cheering.. there was a group of ppl who seated down inside the suite and began talking and keep asking those at the door to keep the door closed

they all cant take the noise haha... most of them outside had to use plastic cups in case they break becoz of the high pitched sound.. haha.. we started serving more ppl and there was this girl who kept helping me with stuff.. she was friendly and helpfull..

accidents
massa- all the british was celebrating
kimi- all was celebrating

in the end all the briton had to agree that alonso was talented and very skilled indeed.. there was a mix of cascausians , hong kongie , japanese and singaporean.. and most of them loved biskit with cheese... haha..

overall every1 had fun and were very encouraging.. now im wishing i had done tourism instead of aerospace..

after we went back.. we met up with one of biondi's new friend.. grace.. she is rather talkative and lots of things to say all the time but she is kind enough to ask every1 around us if we wanted bread to eat for supper.. and wow.. we loved her outgoin style and confidence and i dun think any1 would be as mad as her who can study in TP when she live in jurong.. haha she is addicted to the service industry but it has made her a " no-lifer "

but sadly biondi did not get her number so this time must kao wo le.. must apply for the same hotel as her to get for biondi and allow him to inject "life" into her lols.. she is hinting biondi something but he dun even know =.= lols.. dude learn more abt body language and look ppl in the eyes next time..











today morning went to collect my com and its wonderfull. a new com on the outside and an old com in the inside.. its good for me.. as i enjoy a new com now.. but i feel that its still lacking a huge disc space.. might be upgrading it also..
went to han's to eat.. its rather small shop and not much ppl insied as the air con was down.. went in and the kind lady told me to go in as there is more fan inside.. went in and i ordered dory fish set.. my favourate.. this time they gave large portions and im quite surprised with the serving,.

to add more good things to that, the lady gave me free re-fill of soup and drink.. was damn happy with it..



went down to jimmy's workshop to take a look at the model.. wanted to walk but then its easier to take a bus. reached early and waited a while for the man in charge.. WOW the model looked very very very nice and to specs.. thats what was most important..

it was a good job but we needed it to be laminated and something the carpenter is not willing to do.. so we suggested painting but vcc dun agree with what we are doin as she feels we are cheating the school's money.. and guess what? we discussed it and its really very frustrating that no1 is helping us this time, vcc is not goin to help.. and its a deadlock.. my heart is aching now.. i dun wan to fail this.. we did out best and onli can pray for the best on sunday that it would turn out fine..

vcc is trying to screw us and we got screwed by the carpenter..

nite time is worse.. wth do i have a brother who does not even treat me as his family? horntail needs lots of bandwidth and since im the priority i wana be safe.. ask him off his com to give my full bandwidth.. cant y must close? y must close.. and give me a reason saying.. see not laggy rite?? guess wad.. modem restarted becoz the bandwidth required was a lot.. no need spam 6 boxes of ie one just to read manga.. great i dc and it really end my day today..

to sum it all my frustrations and mistakes today.
1) i threw my temper in public today
2) our proj hangs in the balance.
3) getting dc for something so important as being the prior.
4) this is life.. and i hate it..




see wad jas promised me for the bqq SS + stamp



lols today i went down to service my laptop and i had to walk very very very far to get it serviced and walk back.. there was no transport.. walked like 30mins+ which shld be less than 3k.. carrying a 2kg laptop and a total weight of around 5kg.. ( i weigh it be4 i went off) so in total a walk of 6km or so..

next up was goin back home and goin to sch again.. my battery went FLAT.. so probably whoever was trying to contact me would be rejected =x.. after that went off to find jimmy to finalise the dimensions for him and the person who is goin to build it.. biyong's phone also went FLAT.. it was hard contacting each other like tis.. and end up walking like straight 4km from yew tee to the work shop because we had to cut many rounds here and there.. once we were done with walking great workout for today.. i guess i should had gone for the human race as well..

we still needed to withstand jimmy's scolding.. ended up taking a bus outside back to chua chu kand and went home.. tired i slp like 30mins and woke up to play the piano and listen to my brother's constant shouting at my mum.. sian its always so loud at home at 8pm-9pm..

trained in maple for a while.. then talked on the phone with joan ys and joan's cousin abt the tcc's job at the F1.. man joan's cousin is fierce and really fierce.. non-stop talking.. haha meanwhile ys and i talked in maple abt the conversation.. and we started inviting a lot of friends over to talk as well.. well many stories but which one is true we can onli ask tmr

mng went on an emo mode and starting blaming every1 for saying her childish.. i got nthn to say to her already.. u are loved by your boyfriend already and he has been trying his best to control u and y do u still need do these things to make every1 to love u as well?

everything changed as time pass.
we cant relive the moments we loved.
we can onli keep it as a memory.
this memory drives us on.

we change everyday.
to become a better person.
how i wish it was like in the past.
but it wont happen.

we can onli use our memories.
to propell us forward.
not dwell inside these memories.



song. today driving the instructor said i drove very slow and will fail like tis so have fun liao lor.. when starting a car when its from the stop.. zam accelerator a bit till 1,200 rpm and release a bit of clutch and it start to jerk a bit forward and it does not result in anything uncomfortable feeling.. gear pushing was like wth.. 3 secs change 1 time..fully depress the clutch and change the gears, it took less than 1 second and i zam accelerator after that.. ( i usually count to 2 before i press the accelerator ) gear changing was so smooth..

the feeling of accelerating is nice and i was pretty scared at 1st but it seems fun lols.. im getting used to 60kmph and im sure it would be the same at the next lesson.. reversing is hard coz i always had to press the clutch.. and to think i did that 4 times consecutively..

the instructor was a bit emo today giving a lot of attitude.. i reverse also complain turn a bit off also complain say will minus marks.. dude if i can drive i wont be askin u to help.. if i had think too much would also cause a lot of trouble for me s a driver..

ytd talked to pipi, her voice is like a girl ( becoz she is a girl lols) not so high and not so deep. and she talk at just a nice pace lols.. at least its audible for me and ps i talked softly coz i was using the hands free set so it might be softer.. nvm next time i will talk louder..

screw fyp making me worried abt this and that..



today is the 21st of september and 1 yr ago was the day i made a mistake by choosing to be with u.. today im goin to write abt how i felt during the relationship with u and after.. its part of my life so im gona write it anways..

from 21st 2007 to 26th march 2008
it was my 1st time really being with a girl so i was rather scared but i did not really ask for much help from my friends. it was the 1st time dating a girl with my own abilities. like who i am. im a shy person and im not too used to such things as asking girls out.. i felt relaxed when im with u. even though we quarrell almost once a week.

those were minor dispute and its mainly due to your pampered life. but i dun really care coz i loved u then. those small mistakes u made were well ignored by me. you were very shy too and even if we were suppose to go out u would reject me. i know you are still shy in your 1st relationship but i dun think u were trying at all though. its quite dissapointing becoz u onli liked to stay at home and maple..

well i did not log in much to maple during that period and u were rather lonely other than me chatting with u on the phone.. well after 1 month or so i realised that i talked too much like my predecessor and im starting to run out of things to say.. most of our converstations were abt maple and more maple.. after meeting u once i started to feel that we might just click well..

after like another 2 months we went on december 16th to the beach for like 2hrs be4 u went back.. u seemed rather scared to be with me or should i say already dislike me.. great.. and those chats on the phone became shorter and shorter becoz u wanted to slp early.. idm that actually.. becoz im happy with u.. this time our chats went out of maple and into life events and started sharing our problems and emotions.. thats a nice step forward for me

i just wanted to make u feel comfortable with me so i could take u out even more.. and just to bond together i started goin to ur hse to talk and share things face to face.. and even after i went home i still called u.. from what i realised in january.. u started to feel more comfortable with me and always cracking jokes with me.. it felt nice though..

it went on to febuary and i can feel that u really cared abt me when i went out a bit late for my horntail that time.. i told myself that i could not have found such a caring gf and i promised to treat u better and give u more space.. however this extra space made me feel that it was a wrong decision..

we started going to movies and had a lot of fun watching and talking abt it when we reached home.. although u dun allow me to hold your hands in public its still a small stepping stone.. however on the 21st of march.. its suppose to be the 6th month aniversary.. as what hannah montana likes to sing abt.. best of both worlds.. well u cant have the best of both worlds, friends and bfs.. thats 100% true.. and i allowed u to join your friends and it went super duper late and well i was rather angry..

as wad i said be4.. im easily jealous and started lashing out on you.. it appears that i did not care much abt u.. well it continued till tuesday when u decided that it was enough tobe always trying to be a perfect girl friend to me and end it.. well it was rather heart breaking for me but i went down on wed to say sry.. but its already an impossible situation to salvage..

27th march till present
its an agony in maple becoz 1) u left me for another person in a hurry 2) mng told me that u were goin out with gab who u saw that day u went to xfire with ur friends. wad i can say now is that you were trying to get rid of me and my skills of actions reading failed me badly.. made a mistake by asking u back.. well at least i know what u really thought, which really helped me to wake up my idea..

since u left i had nthn to do on the weekends so i always went on shopping spree and bought lots of stuff. since i was not mapling i had more money in my hands to spend.. and its nice to pamper yourself.. sch was busy with fyp but at nites theres nothing to do but to watch videos.. spending at shopping sprees was not relaly controled and almost had starbucks everytime i went out..

i also had watched more movies during this period with friends.. and i studied more to get at a gpa of 3.1 an improvement from 2.7 at a time when i did not have much time to study.. and guess what, im mapling at a slow pace now and its of fun rather that for power leveling now..
well in the end after doin so many things and getting so many things i realised that i needed somebody to be with me sharing my woos and in the end is i still miss u



let me just complete this quiz from peter pan's sister and let me get onto more things after this post

The first person to tag/ pass you is?
pan-cy

Your relationship with him/her?
maple/ good friends

Your five impression of him/her?
good listener, talkative, friendly, eccentric, straight forward

The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
train with me in maple?

The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
dun rmb any

If he/she become your lover, you will...?
will wad? cant think of any

If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
she should be more tolerant.

If he/she become your enemy, you will...?
dun think it would ever happen

If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
conflict in ideology and morals.

The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
nothing 0_0

Your overall impression of him/her is?
some1 who loves to fool around

How you think people around you will feel about you?
i dun have much friends so do the math

The characteristics you love about yourself are?
hard working

On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are..
jealous easily and do stupid things.

The most ideal person you want to be like is?
chuck yeager.. a name i plucked out of the sky

For people that care and like you, say something to them.
love u all lols..

the rest of the quiz i cant do coz i cant find 10 bloggers on the list to send to..






girls love cars,
cars love gas,
gas love money,
money love hard work,
to sum it up..
girls like hard working men.

haha hihi went to the super import nite.. its quite a small exhibition for $10 but its worth my money goin in with so many picutures taken.. and some of them spoilt becoz of my noobish camera skills.. manual camera mode with the nikon d60 is hard.. anways enjoyed a lot of the cars they put up with lambos and many many many GTR and to think a GTR cost 300k.. insane..




this was with one of the race girls
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