today we got back 2 papers.. aroc and ais.. lucky i my ais passed with 58 marks.. i totally blanked out at ais.. cant rmb anything so it was lucky i passed.. and another reason is that i did not go out mug with my friends.. so i did not pay attention to those things i ought to be.. in aroc it was 10%-hard work 40%-easy paper 50%-the TEACHER TAUGHT US WELL...and i got 87 .. this was derived from his explaination on y the class did very well this time round.. left 2 papers and i think my aes is really CMI.. need to work on the proj tmr onwards so i wont have much time personal time and time for other things

went to watch get smart and it was definately hiliarous.. he is like acting stupid but being smart at the same time.. which makes it funny thou

how i wish life was somewhat like how it ends in a friction story.. where the girl will always wait for u.. like when they go overseas they still think of each other but not physically with each other.. how i wish that would befall on me someday.. it does not exsist in real life.. so this is the love im finding.. faithfullness and strong trust for each other



weekends is getting very very very boring.. its almost the same everyweek liao.. morning wake up eat and slp back till 130.. then teach mei mei piano then watch some anime till 5+ then go out.. hais life is getting boring.. go out also the same place everytime.. toa payoh.. my dad wana get a cheap hard disc recorder for the tv as he sees tape recording as troublesome and occasionally very little space...

life is quite meaningless for me.. sometimes i look at manga and see how motivated they are in achieveing their dreams makes me feel sad for myself.. becoz even though i have a dream.. but i am not that motivated to achieve it.. its kinda of sad when u do not have motivation to really wana to study.. im reading back love hina and trying to find inspiration which gave me motivaiton to get my "o" levels studying a piece of cake.. now i can understand y junjie would rather live in a world of virtual reality then face it in real life..





anways i ate mango pudding and played empire earth 2 with my brother.. empire earth 2 is more fun than empire earth 3 as in there are more epic ages than empire earth 3 so we started from the begining to the end.. well i was kinda of lazy to train robots so i used my age old lepard tanks to chiong and its quite good thou.. haha but the best is still air crafts..my atomic bombers was good but with the escorts took down more enemies than the atomic bombers..

6mths tght 2 mths of laughter 2 mths of arguement 2mths of learning abt each other.. but after that there are 3mths of hurt and anguish.. y do we put ourselves in a relationship when its gona hurt longer than the joy part? when both are in love, every promise and word are words that just last during the relationship..













walao im getting pawned by yr3 papers.. teacher purposely wana zhen us one.. aroc i mix up formula @_@ and now ais study all the WORNG TOPIC end up onli study for MCQ liketat.. my section B short answers qns i cant even rmb anything.. all from the front topics which are short and SHORTER.. diagrams no need say.. memorise computer modules come out remote indicating pressure gauges.. its damn moral breaking.. i really haf no mood to do anything at all now

just came back from ftt.. pass but i dun feel happy.. shld had concentrate on my ais instead of ftt ytd DAMN another wrong decision i now at home and serene is asking me to zk at nite.. i wan slp le.. just now slp like 1 hr and it seemed like an eternity.. time to mug for last paper by slping early and waking up even earlier.. but i like this feeling of waking up early.. it reminds me of the good old days of sec sch where every1 chiong their TYS

i decided to make the colour more appealing to myself so i would read back wad i wrote lols.. i wana make life more colourful and colour my dull life right now..

life is always full of regret, i do everything withour regret.. because you have onli 1 life so live it to the fullest

today is damn stress or should i say yesterday.. its 3am now and i just woke up.. bad headache =x.. woke up very early yesterday morning.. at 7am? and i slp at 3+..not as owning as joel who woke up at 2am when he slp at 11pm.. but anways studied a bit of QnR but i keep forgetting all the things and i ended up making a lot of mistakes.. then we all chiong to marina to kai kai.. suppose to go to singapore flyer popeye's to study but i really cant conecntrate with the aircon at full blast and my mind was totally shut off..

sian aroc is so confusing and tiring to study..

today's topic is being shy... lols chrisitine jie always say im shy ~_~ and now my piano teacher says the same too at the previous gathering coz i did not talk much to others.. christine jie says that whenever i meet her i look shy and dun talk so she does the start up to make me talk =x.. 2 reason to being shy.. 1) lack self-confidence 2) character is liketat.. guess its a mix of number 1 and number 2.. guess i dun like to interact with others... thats y i no female friends lols =x tio shoot by christine liao.. suggestions from chrisitine.. "be brave and dun be scared to be rejected and just stand forward to introduce yourself"

if it was my class it would be like " hum ar?" but seriously i cant find the correct introduction to any1.. anyways im nt the onli 1 like that.. im sure many others face the same problem.. i guess 1 main thing y others can have many female friends is cause they take the initalitive and ask.. and its nthn to be jealous abt but i envy those who can talk a lot on 1st meetings.. seriously they have a lot of confidence and can think of so many things to talk abt..



what is a family?
what does a family mean?
who has the right to judge weather some1 treats u as a family?

i can tell u seriously a family is ppl who are always there to suggest answers to problems and care for u.. care as in wanting to know what u do and what u are goin to do.. it may sound like nagging but seriously it is care and concern.. if you are goin to block every of mum's qns and say "i dun know " u seriously dun really bother abt us or dun treat us as ur family.. i dun even think u treat us as a family.. u always order mum to do this and that w/o a reason..

selfish is not part of a family and every1 does it without qns asked but u are very very selfish.. everything help me leh help me leh.. everything including making bread it is done by my mum.. coz she loves you and want u to open up to us.. but it seems it always backfire and it seems that u are evading her qns.. but i really can hand it to ma.. she does things w/o asking anything in return for u.. when it comes to ironing your cloths and ur chocolate loti.. she does it happily.. mum is not ur servent ok??

but u would rather ask ppl to do things than do it yourself at home.. ppl just give in to u coz u are young but i feel it has been the main reason u are spoilt and selfish.. we scold u because we want u to learn to be more open to helping others but it seems u give the same reason all the time.. "we dun treat u as family".. but who dun treat us all as family?? its been 16yrs already and i think its time for u to learn some family values so im not goin to back down anymore giving a reason that u are young..

no more excuses of being young and this canot that canot.. gosh its not the 1st time im giving this reason and i have been giving this excuse to many ppl this yr.. does age limit the things we do in daily life?? or is it we are too lazy n selfish to do things ourselves and push the responsibility to others?



today was another mugging day.. woke up pretty late coz my aircon was blowing cold air at a slow rate.. which onli made it hard to breath and i probably slpt at 4am or so.. woke up at 12pm.. taught piano til around 3 as usual and my cousin is not doin her homework again...

anways got a call at 3 to go carl's jr to mug Q&R with biondi and joel.. we studied for like 5 hrs.. aroc is the hardest.. i haven even start on my chapter 3yet gosh.. and my Q&R after 2 hrs and 2 chapters i cant really rmb anything.. tmr im gona revise again all the topics and get ready for my exams..

after finishing our aroc tutorial3.. we went walking around and had fun looking and enjoying closed shops.. its nicer to walk around when everything is closed becoz there is no1 to block your way.. then joel decided to go raffles take a bus ride home.. and then some1 suggested eski bar to chill coz we were all sweating but we cant find the place na jiu hui jia le.. tada.. reach home and blogging.. every1 is sexcited with the exams and studying hard... unlike previous years



i think every1 saw that post early in the morning and they were ready to tell me but i saw it when i woke up.. guess garry/kw/dj is angry at me for me doin nthn =/ ..

well today was studying aroc.. aka rock.. went out with joel and kawei to get it done once and for all.. i still dun quite understand much in aroc.. need to refer and memorise more in it ba.. went to starbucks at ps for some coffe.. i had their new dark mocha.. mocha with chocolate chips.. its good because the chocolate was so small in size unlike the other one with chocolate chips which was so big and chunky and i could not suck anything from the cup as the chocolate had blocked the straw.. after that one i had a caffe latte.. lucky without the sugar.. i hate sweet things.. so i had to add some sugar syrup to the latte and its very nice and not sweet for once.. nthn much was done today.. so i have to study more today nite.. haha..








went out at 2pm and not 1pm ys.. went to changi airport and as expected there was more walking around than studying.. on the way traffic police were doin their jobs of taking down those red plates on the expressway and many ppl got summon =x.. at least we found a spot at terminal 2 viewing galary at least i completed my aes till chapter 3 and all is left is calculations and chapter 4..

well dinner was at 7 after we met with biondi and kawei.. ended up eating too much and it costed $91 for small portions and so little food.. but we i really enjoyed was the dessert onli.. i love mango.. it tastes nice

the study trip ended up being a kia kia trip and we chiong ais at the last moment and i can say we almost got it done.. studying tgther seems better becz we can ask qns and understand more like that.. no more last minuate studying like tis also... well at least i can say so.... i bought mac's latte which was very very sweet and with the whipped cream so wabbly and soft.. it was still ok.. went to slp early even with the latte haha



lmao my 100th post is a complain.. ytd been quite a short day.. since my dad was home early to supervise the changing of the airconditioning, i left home and had a walk.. nthn much really.. today morning was the owning day.. just wanted to maple with pipi to anego and it just had to patch today.. 2 blur sotongs =x ltr would be gg out to mug and mug plane structures at an airport lolx



to those who posted on the shout box regarding those attacks.. i feel u are like a kid, just plan childish.. admin owns users just acknowledge that.. be it a prank i treat such insults seriously and since u have not put ur name.. i think i should call u a coward with no brains..







today was a recording.. of our new album.. jking la.. it was our recording of our fyp narration for our project.. and its very very short.. but what the heck i dun think ppl will listen to it after 5mins.. well took some shots at the lab and it was fun to play with a camera.. too bad it was not a good camera for those professional shots.. haha ask kawei bring his to play next time



today it was supposedly the date when my family got a new air con unit.. but it seemed that the company or shop postponed the date to next week just 10mins be4 their expected arrival times.. my dad was super pissed with my mum as it was the 3rd time they postponed it.. not the 1st but the 3rd time already.. my mum was like scolding them on the phone and my dad was rather calm with it..

i can tell y... his calmness scares even me.. he still can laugh on the phone with the boss of that company.. he mentioned 3 things 1) trust of that company 2) he dun wan a refund but wan it done 3) y dun get others to do it.. he mentioned 1 thing which can really tell he is pissed.. he mentioned that if u come next Saturday.. he asked if he can ask for a refund when the men have arrived and the boss mentioned "no" and my father told him.. then y are u doing the same to me? i think that boss was speechless.. my dad n mum then went to search for a new air con system from other companies as we have already moved our belongings to cater for their needs

we dun wan to arrange neatly and then take them all out the next time.. its a waste of time.. my dad found a Toshiba system 3 and probably bought it. he would probably ask for a refund on Friday or so.. it sux when ppl play u out for 3 times.. and to think they cfm their arrival ytd 9pm.. my mum is guessing that they ran out of stock and are starting to give excuses..

simply slack and maple the whole day in E world.. haha





went to my uncle's hse to pray to my grandma.. and then pomp we went for crabs... i sux at eating at crabs.. have to use hands and it messes up the table... so we went outside to eat.. (my mum dun wan wash so many things) so i took a pic of wad we ate.. it was meant to be celebrating father's day and we really enjoyed the meal my mum treated us... Tks mum love u..

i cut my tumb with the shell but who cares i loved the crab.. now i know y so many ppl love crabs.. its gravy was not so salty and just nice for us all.. and i loved the chicken fried with strimp paste..

went for Jason n Joan's wedding in maple.. its to celebrate their 2nd mth together and they had to marry 3 times to get it right with the bonus round.. i wish that they will be forever loving and caring for each other and be happy with one another everyday.. lols

i will probably look at other ppl's blog be4 i slp so signing off



things to bring to a normal school day.. and its all black.. black is a nice colour lols.. even my bag is black hahaha.. like the advert " i am rain, i love black "







lols today we did fabracating of our circuit board.. i think it is just not good enough anways its part of our proj so we were anxious to get it ready asap but it did not went well as there were many problems and we left it for Biyong to finish his job.. we had a lot of tasks at hand and the pic18f452 was his part of the job.. so we went to pc fair to take a good look at the pc fair

we went to the fair looking for nothing and was just basically look and see promoters promoting.. and giving us that warm smile that melts our icing lols.. it was fun and im aiming that video recording camera which that pink colour shirt gal was advertising.. if she had given more information i would buy it without regret but she failed to impress me with her knowledge of the product.. haha wads most important in a promoter is knowing your product inside out so there wont be any problems with fussy customers like my father.. and they might feel impressed by your knowledge of your product.. most importantly is your smile that warms my heart



just tried some quiz today.. and gosh i cant believe it.. idk that im lieing or really like tatbut its just a lame test

Your EQ is 153

Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. Seriously though, your whole "Don't Worry, Be Happy" philosophy is really what defines emotional intelligence. You're warm, open, and very optimistic. You know how to act appropriately, even if you don't feel like it. You are a good communicator, and you have little difficulty with personal relationships - even when you're dealing with difficult people. In general, you are successful, capable, together person. You get what you want out of life.

You Communicate With Your Body

This isn't as bad as it sounds, it just means that you're a "touchy-feely" person. You need a lot of affection in your life. And for you, this means both giving and receiving little touches. Warm hearted, you bond with people easily. In fact, you often feel a little sad when you're not in the company of others. A little moody, you tend to be controlled by your emotions. But a bit hug always comforts you!

ytd went to vivo with my mum... coz my mum wanted to go out with my brother n i since i was an off day.. but who knows my brother dun wana follow so my mum brought me to vivo for a treat.. we were there early so we went to for lunch.. we ended up eating at the hawker center opposite mt Faber hill.. lunch hour is lunch hour.. there were a lot of ppl and there was virtually no space at all.. after lunch was finding a spot to take a pic for my mum's paintings again.. she wans to draw a ship this time.. and gosh we cant find a jetty to get the pics she wanted so badly..

well its something like in changi. they dun wan u to see too much of the transport system.. probably for more security.. well after letting my mum shop for the things she wanted it was already 3+ and high tea time.. its gona be cakes and coffee.. well since im already 19 its time for me to treat my mum.. so she selected Secret Recipe for tea and there was an offer ( lucky she looked out for my wallet ) and like wise ms voon was chasing us for our work again -.- she loves us.. she is like my mum lols..

my mum then wanted to test her camera skills so we went to the roof.. and took a pic and my hair was so messed up becoz the wind was so strong.. i dun put gel one so its easy to get messy.. onli fruit of the outing was chocolates and more choclates from candy empire.. just love chocolates..



went running at nite.. could not really run.. maybe no motivation? but well we ran onli 5 rounds and we were quite exhausted.. there seems to be a problem with my ankle.. it keeps making a click sound as i run.. and it gets pain after 1/2 a round and after the 1st round it has no sound and no feeling at all...

11/6/08
same day as usual.. went to sch and did not do anything with my auto cad.. i lack motivation in sch but once at home i am enthuastic to do everything lols.. everyhint for project but not study.. and b i o n d i started his revision already and we are gona get it for our mst.. time to mug next week.. and that means cut down on running liao

well today junjie had a girl smiling at him lols... and he added +2 marks to her.. but still he nvr ask for number.. i rmb there was this starbucks gal who was in douby gaut who had an wide broad smile and with the queen's english accent " what can i get for u". her smile really leaves a good mark in my mind tgther with biondi's and joel's mind.. well she was not serving in starbucks today when i went to get my grade 7 theory papers..

ran today and it was there was no click but my legs are quite exhausted already so just run lol.. finally can see my 4th pull up and im so happy.. but its still 1 mark.. 1 more to go for another mark lols..


i dun feel like doin my auto cad today.. i just wan to fly into the sky without any scientific calculations and just drift wherever the wind blows.. like how my heart drift with the wind.. wad i want to do now is also rest my mind off every thing that's going through my mind life, girls, proj, family, friends, i just wan to listen to my music and graze at the 3/4 moon today and admire the satellites that accompany it in the sky tonite.. its beautiful sight that we take it for granted.. how i wish i can go bak to Sarawak and take 2 hrs of my time to graze at the star on a river bank and look at each one of them sparkle brightly.. ichigo100% time



teacher was on leave today but no1 knew so every1 came -.- and i had to bring our model to sch just for that.. hais.. next time we must arrange a time with her 1st be4 finding her.. at least she is not worried abt us anymore.. other than the circut which vicky and peter pan almost complete.. now wad is left is ordering of the parts for us to start getting our cockpit done and we can start with our own studies back on track..

wad i realised from my blog is that it lacks PICTURES >,< since its the holidays we should go out but i dun think PTB's group can find the time at all lols.. lets pray this friday he would release early so we can go cycle.. tmr is an off day coz 2/4 of us are busy but i dun wan to laze around at home already so im thinking of gg to vivo to admire the sunset and i an ice cream by the sea LOLS.. and maybe climb mount fabar.. any1 wans to join me? i dun think so lol.. need to solo again like always.. i would probably take more pics on that "moutain" and post it here..





today was a boring day.. slp and slp and im gona slp nw again.. i can feel the stress on my body when ms voon called me wake up.. so many things to do and so little time.. but im not gona do anything today. i wan rest and relax.. anways my mum go make some chandlers to make the living room more bright..
haha

guess i should dye my hair already.. i dun wan to wear the opposite of junjie le.. ytd was like so similar..
total opposites
me: black hair Junjie: brown hair
me: black shirt Junjie: brown shirt
me: brown pants Junjie: black pants
me: brown slippers Junjie: black slippers

no need so qiao one.. somehow i think he needs to get more Brown PMK shirts.. he look nice in brown.. last time i used to love brown and green.. now i feel green is more outstanding thatn brown.. stand out from the crowd.. makes u feel taller.. haha

before i forget.. ytd when we were abt to reach home there was this lady wearing chanel no*5... its smell is so nice but there is no need to wear untill that heavy to show off .. chanel no*5 smell is not so irritating or heavy but rather light.. thats y it cost $200 a bottle.. today went past some parfume shop and it was tempting to get a davidoff 30ml cool water.. last time i smelt it was so refreshing.. even nicer than the dunhill i got.. maybe 2 mths from now.. when i save enought haha.. maybe enough to get a chanel allure for its display purpose or kenzo for its younique design of its bottle..
ppl collect wisky or XO i collect Eau De Toilette or Parfume.. coz i dun wana get taxed so much lols..



today was DOOM's day.. dun really have the mood for anything.. and my behaviour i dun even think i can control anymore.. my emotions are running wild again and i had no choice but to go kamei's hse to do fin the project which ms voon wanted.. and i drew all she wants messy but when zoomed in u can see every little details she need.. and it took me very very long to find the exact dimensions..



today there was point where i feel like breaking down.. such sadness goin thro my mind.. i could not really slp ytd.. keep thinking abt my situation.. 2nd time this yr im feeling this way.. the feeling of such unwantedness pain.. but i dun regret doin it.. biondi keep stressing that it will get better since i know wad she really wants.. and hm was so shocked that i asked that.. well there are many unexpected things in life but dun regret.. i think im gona pain for quite a while.. its hard to forget and love another again since it has sunk into my heart so deeply.. well i got friends who are supportive and i LOVE THEM ALL.. and pipi being there for me and i really appreciate it a lot.. sometimes i feel saying it out would make me feel good.. im nt gona emo as it cost me money and i dun think i i wan2 spend more on my rum..

well after proj time i went home to take a nap.. really really tired out already.. and a sudden sms from kamei "would u mind if eva came out as well? " but she was not free at all.. saded.. need to ask kamei cater to her timings.. Kong Fu Panda was very very hilarious every1 laughted and there were many kids as well... there is one phrase that caught my attention "the past is history. the present is a gift. the future is mysterious " that is wad its like in life.. we dun know wad would happen yesterday so we must always prepare for the future.. went home with junjie and caught a couple saying goodbye at the bus stop and both were shocked to see us lols..

i shld had anticipated it coming sooner or later. from the time when i know wad type of guys she liked last time.. i shld have predicted it.. my prediction was correct but was not the way i planed it,, i thought i had not enought time than u would break with me.. but it was pointed out that i was not your type.. at least i know after me there was some1 and i dun think it turned out well enough might have been F.A.T .. well 6 mths with u is for something.. i know that wadever u say the 1st sms is always the truth and the rest are lies.. u are frightend by that and im frightened as well.. i dun have to confidence to confine and love another again.. i dun even think i even believe in love anymore.. i dun wan to feel this again anymore.. its painfull and onli demoralise myself.

well lets just forget abt it..we wont ever be tghter again anymore forever .. im done sobbing already alcohol is not cheap.. tampines and bedok is a designated no- go zone for me already and i will never want to step foot there agian..



today was unlike any other day.. today was a very very fun day.. although we went to sch and did less than 2hrs of work. we still did smthn.. be4 gg to sch there was a group of students lost at the entrance of the "coffee shop" and it was pretty dark to see the map properly.. as kawei and i went past them i heard some1 shouting " in lost" so as a student in sp we must help around those who were lost.. but they dun need the directions... and i got owned

we had our dinner at 12pm coz we wanted to run.. an early dinner is best for us because we want to be in top shape.. the teachers had to get rid of us becoz they were booking spaces in KFC for the camp they were orgaising.. there was not much space for us to use so we had to SQUEEZE with some other ppl to just have our dinner.. we went home near 2 and we reached yishun at around 3pm then its off to yongsiang's hse to meet him to go chambers for zakum..

it has been 2 mths since i last zakum and its not fun already =x then since i had extra cash 19k... lols nvr use at all sia.. then she go choose some cs items for me.. end up making me look like a stripper.. with undies and a helm.. but it looks quite ok for 13k cash lols.. budget budget.. might be playing again some time soon

zakum was fun with joan's friend as the VIP but he cant stop talking so i jiao wei with him a bit.. i cant take it when stella is on the same party as me.. sometimes just seeing her make me feel stressed dao. becoz i still have feelings for her.. but it went quite fast.. 2nd round was just arms onli..

i was the one to solo zakum arms becoz i am very good at it.. but this time it was completely different i feel stressed when playing it.. i still loved her but seeing her not talking to me really hurts me real badly.. thats y i could not have the confidence to play solo... it still hurts me even after 2 mths.. i cant take it anymore

end up i got owned by this sentance.. " Lol i have to tell u theres someone that i like already its impossible between both of us le don waste your time on me alvin"
guess it was really 1 sided love.. my heart aches real badly.. i wana to wash away the pain but its is a deep wound in my heart that goes deep into the root of my heart.. i cant even let go so easily.. idk how to even do it.. i tried my all but i cant seem to put it to rest.. i guess im really helpless this time..



ytd while i was doin proj in the libary. there was a guy wanting to charge his ipod on my com. but we were goin to the project room already.. sad for him.. just when i was abt to turn around.. he asked if i was alvin LOLS.. he was an old pri classmate.. im surprise that he rmbs me he i rmb his name but i cant spell it so im not gona disgrace his name =).. there were quite a few from peiying that was in SP but we all lost contact already.. he onli know yasar from our class.. he is from marine engineering.. it seem that it has been ages since my pri sch class met.. all have already lost contact already and it seems that i cant even find my e-mails at all..

every1 was so short in pri sch and now every1 is so tall already.. think i cant even regonise all of my friends already.. but i am the same as usual.. my face has not changed since like in pri sch.. so ppl can inditify me but i cant rmb them at all...



day 1 of project work.. i woke up at 8am.. when kamei smsed me to bring my stationaries.. i wanted to sms him.. but when i was typing a word "long" i fell asleep again till 830 when my alarm rang.. too late he forgot to bring his stationary.. and my hse is always nearly empty of stationaries.. so i went to his hse to collect from his mum.. it was not everything but it was still enough for us to do our proj properly..

i hate doin proj in sch coz 1) we need to travel 1 hr 2) there are more things at home than at school.. moreover our teacher wanted us to do our proj at the the proj lab but we feel that there is a huge space constrain becoz our cardboard are not exactly small though.. went to cut out the main panels today and it was done by 3pm.. it stood well and it was looking good if u asked me.. we took a lot of time discussing between kamei and i abt how it should stand and we worked it out well..

tmr will be a longer day becoz there are more things for us to do that we had planed out last week.. guess we need to rush all the days this week.. maybe even friday dun need to go out le =x.. ptb is also rushing bio and junjie and i suppose they cant find time off as well..

today wore my green strips with skinnies.. dots junjie keep saying its gay =.= green is such a nice colour but some dun like it.. guess have to change the colour of that shirt.. make it bleached and without strips.. vicky said skinnies look nice on me.. since its that way.. i dun mind wearing it to sch everyday from nw on.. at least i look skinny.. haha im not fat anways...

these few days i feel that i have been getting angry quite easily at home.. guess the fyp is taking its toll on me.. i played football manager 2008 today.. gues wad.. even when i did so well they just had to give me 1.7m for my next transfer budget and i cant even get any players at all from anywhere.. my brother is laughting rite nw coz he had recived 110m to spend.. man i hate bolten.. finally gave up on the team and i dun wan to stress myself anymore.. when it is past midnite i still keep thinking of some things which can never be true.. mostly my wishfull thinking.. of myself in the past and how we spend our time tgther.. my mind can live without her but my heart tells me otherwise.. guess it takes more time than i thought to recover..





hmm listened to quite a few gundam00 song and this song hits me the most.. its abt friends and how much we need them.. haha gundam usually has the most sadest songs ever becoz all the main char end up dieing or go missing.. well the lyrics is like tis i got it frm http://lyrics.darkmirage.com/?SongID=101


While we wore the same smiles,
We passed through the years together.
The sceneries kept changing,
And we struggled to accept it.

I throw away my useless pride.
May kindness come to this world.


I Gotta Say
Even if I show off my bravery and my strength,
I can't survive alone.
Our promise from that day,
It remains firmly in my heart, even now.


New encounters come after each farewell.
I find light down a new path, and move on.
Since the day I was born,
That has been the way my life is molded.


Before we realized it,
We have both found our own futures.


I Gotta Say
Even if you are far away where I can't meet you,
There's a resilient bond between us.
"May my dreams come true."
I am praying from the bottom of my heart.
We're friends forever.
We pledged to meet again someday,
Crossed our little fingers,
And set out that day,
For unseen destinations,
And though we may be lost,
We are making progress,
Always.


Through the changing seasons,
And this fleeting moment,
I listen to these nostalgic melodies.
Even when I become an adult,
Some things won't fade,
Like our precious memories.


I Gotta Say
Even if I show off my bravery and my strength,
I can't survive alone.
Our promise from that day,
It remains firmly in my heart.



As life goes on...
I mustn't forget, yeah.
Don't let it go...
I remember this vast land and my friends.

This is GOOD-LUCK-ALVIN.BLOGSPOT.COM !
Forever YounG ,

1st cry on 24/04/1989 live~strong life canot get any tougher ~<3
im Just WanT u To Always smile :3.

All i Need IS ME and I DUn like to Regret
i enjoy my music do u?

Life can never be too Amusing

Singapore Poly Aerospace Electronics graduate
Yishun Town Sec, Peiying PRi was my past

loves}/& WAnTs}|

my Fav Things
Fave food: ice cream n pudding
Fave game: Empire earth
Fave thing to do: feel the breeze near a seaside
Fave anime: Gundam00 n Code geas
Fave manga: ichigo100% n love hina
Fave sport: soccer, bowling n jogging
Fave Singers: BoA, DJ Tiesto, May'N, Darude

what i lOve to Do the MOst is to be lieing on my bed thinking of how i wan to live my life

what i really really wantz
Samsung F480 23.08.08
new specs 17.03.09
A Good Dream n gd rest
Grey Skinnes 07.08.08
Driving license 06.04.09
Aircraft maintaince license
A Trip to Japan
UNIVERSITY DEGREE
A nEw Toshiba laptop =x
Creative Zen X-FI 29.08.08
Crossroad bijou3 04.09.08
Fiio Amps 04.09.08
a new wallet 2.2.09
Alessandro MS-1 10.10.08
Mini^3 Portable Amp 01.12.08
Phonak Audéo PFEs
Cap
Slippers
Sunglasses

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lols

Tambourine - Eve

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