Saturday, May 31, 2008
today is a good
Saturday morning.. and there was a performance with my teacher's group of student.. well i was the one to sight read " Let us to be
together "..
lols lucky it was easy.. when i was
suppose to present my song
Clement's allegro con
spirito.. it went well
coz i did a lot of last
minute plays..
although i made 5 mistakes ( which i
painstalkng remembered) every1 enjoyed it since it was a fast piece... then 30
mins ltr i was asked to play all my grade 8 songs..
zzzzz i did
prat ice them so seriously.. and i played
Mozart's allegro 1st movement from sonata in F.K 332...
dots i
nvr play it for like a few months since it was counted as an extra piece.. and wads more to it, i was not used to the
kawai piano.. u need to press down completely to make it loud unlike my piano.. teacher say its
something like a grand piano.. u need a lot of strength.. i totally busted that song
alright..
together with my last song.. The puppet's dance...
my last song is a song which u cant make any mistakes...
becoz when u make one.. everything follows and its good game already... and i made one mistake and the rest followed... the piece is very fast and loud and i cant really correct the mistake since the sound sounded odd...(
im too used to my piano) .. at lastly i played my 1st piece the prelude and
fgue in A flat by
js bach.. i played it very fast
becoz i dun wan any1 to
slp on me !!!! it was suppose to be a slow song but i played it fast...
lols.. at least i feel it sounds better faster...
did not really play other songs this time
coz i was not that prepared... i started playing
pathetique 1st movement and its rondo movement but i dun think it is fast enough for performance.. need to improve more on it be4 step the next meeting.. i also wanted to play marriage D' amour but my teacher restrict me from playing it
coz i need a faster timing than wad i am
doing nw.. and i have restrictions to play that piece as well.. i can
onli play it 3-4 times max
becoz my left hand will pain after that
becoz i need to stretch over an octave for my base clef.. maybe next time i can perform the songs i want to..
then i went down to marina after the performance went down to marina to meet my parents.. they were shopping after my dad completed his seminar.. so we went to T
opman to get my skinny jeans i wanted to buy so much. it was ment to match my converse shoes and green with white checkered shirt.. anways converse shoes look nice to tapered or skinny jeans.. haha. and now since its the
gss.. i got it even cheaper..
haha.. my dad made a
comparison between my mum and me.. he feels that i shop and buy things too quickly compared to my mum.. my mum takes a long time to decide but i
only go into a shop to buy the things i want and not just look look
onli..
anyways i need to save already..
im spending like $70 a week =.=
i heard from my mum who went to the
book fair with my dad.. that a male promoter who was promoting
pri sch books asking my father to buy some tutorial books for his son.. but my dad said that his sons were "over aged" for the books.. then the promoter was quite street smart to say.. " why dun u buy it for your grand-children? " my dad then
laughed at him.... is he really that old to be a grandfather? =.= but well it was a good try for that dude.. then my mum started saying
abt relationship stuff and i know she is still minds if i had a
gf... she is still not so open to my brother and i having a
gf.. she can tell me otherwise to make me feel better but i can see
from her face that she minds a lot..
we had dinner and we went back home already.. sometimes i feel
im the
onli kid who follows my parents nowadays.. my brother is so "busy" with things around him that he wont ever go out.. even when we go to our grandma's house he wont even follow us at all..
lols
Life N MemOries } {8:53 PM}
Friday, May 30, 2008
today woke up as early as always on a friday but there was onli an hr lesson from 9-10 and we wanted to go there but as usual some1 will be late and we ended up playing bridge under T15.. although i sux at it im still learning lols...
we had a bowl and got owned by junjie in the 1st game.. it seemed like every game was the same prize.. "introduce your cousin " and we all know who must intro already.. at least i did performance was quite average.. idk how to aim but im gona learn.. there was a batch of girls playing as well and their skill is definately very good.. they can spin the ball with control.. kawei wanted to ask for their number so they could teach him how to bowl someday haha.. but he did not =.= lols
today in my gems lesson.. i learnt something abt anger and learnt something abt girls =.= sometimes its just better to let a female to voice their anger or frustration for something and just give her a listening ear.. and dun be giving suggestions on wad to do.. that is wad a best friend is for.. now then i know wad i was doin wrong last time.. thats is the difference of a best friend and a bf.. at least i got something correct during my sint.. when u are angry u cant listen properly.. its most important to cool down 1st be4 listening to reason..
qoute of the day frm serene "love yourself more than anyone else, then ppl will love u, we often love others too much "
Life N MemOries } {5:24 PM}
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
today was our peer tutor lunch and Sng was our tutor.. even thou we hardly meet we are still close.. he did mention i was quite talkative now than last time in yr 1.. i think i have to start opening my mouth and talk rather than being so quiet all the time in class.. this is called friendliness lol..
at least this will be 1 of the last meetings but im sure there will be another one next sem with sng.. haha well at least we can trust a teacher in poly and be close to a teacher in poly.. sometimes teacher dun even know ur name for the whole sem.. but its different with sng who always help us whenever we need.. but i cant think of anytime when we need him haha


after the lunch we decided to watch a movie.. it was indiana jones again for me but its quite a nice movie to watch it twice and i did not fall asleep watching a 2nd time.. but junjie fell asleep coz he was feeling unwell and i think he missed a lot of the good part.. running was as usual at nite and its gona be a habit if we are goin to continue running weekly at late nites around 9+ .. idm coz i dun have any commitments at nite and now im spending late nites doin nthn... but look at the screen and stare at the pictures i did for my fyp.. idk wad to change anways.. just blank stares....

Life N MemOries } {11:08 PM}
Monday, May 26, 2008
it seems that after 2yrs in poly.. it seems that every1 is starting to lose interest in our sch.. and every1 is lonely.. when things are still fresh.. every1 seems to feel that time past very quickly and idk how i spent 2 yrs in poly feeling so happy all the time.. after some time.. we start to lose interest and feel that going to school is starting to be like a drag.. last yr's module was quite hard and tough and i did not really complained and study quite hard if u ask me.. but it seems that yr3's timetable is so tough but i am still not putting any effort into it.. however yr3's total hours in sch per week is definitely lower than past years.. mainly due to our final yr project
sometimes schools have to retain interest in their students so it would make them more enthu and more hardworking in sch. i rmb my sec sch where they tend u encourage you when u are in sec 3 and sec4.. they or events and many camps for sec3 and sec4.. even at sec4, there is the overseas field trip.. and teacher's day concert in which it was mandatory to participate.. well that was in sec sch and they motivate u to do well for their O lvls
today was mt O lvls exams... my bro i think might CMI but who knows.. he dun wanna say how well he think he has done..
well in poly.. there was no events which were mandatory to participate.. mainly becoz we are already adults.. we just attend whenever we liked.. they try hard to make u feel at home but they dun really do it that well though.. there are too many ppl and too little space to execute a large event.. esp i feel more affiliated to my sch of electronics and electrical engineering rather than SP as a whole. becoz i went for events hosted by sch of EEE..
as for joel.. ur are not the only 1.. there is junjie to pei u also.. LOLS.. we are still young and im sure joel can find a gf soon so can junjie and kawei and biondi.. we got time on our side and we should take our time to open our eyes larger and look carefully.. im sure joel would wan to show how big is his eyes tmr.. lols

Life N MemOries } {9:55 PM}
Sunday, May 25, 2008
yesterday around 2am when i was
goin to sleep.. a car speed up when it was approaching the bend in front of my
hse.. i was peering from 8stories up.. it accelerated and lost control and started drifting
lols.. the driver tried to rev up the car and
unfortunately there was insufficient grip thus causing a large and long screeching sound.. be4 his car knocked into the center curb..
nthn broke but the
abrupt stop totally burst his engine and his gear box like
tis.. his car was facing 45
degrees out of the straight
stretch and blocking the 2 lane road..it was apparently easy to push the car away but as the engine would have burst and its gearbox broken.. it canot be moved coz of the broken gearbox.. and 5 guys could not even push it and the police had to come and divert traffic.. bad day lols..today went out with mum.. and i was tempted to get another vaporizer for myself.. i feel my boss new fragrance is a bit too strong and more soft fragrance and i stumbled on dunhill's desire blue.. i like its bottle.. as the name suggest its like the ocean smell and its feels light after using it lols... the promoter introduced to my mum and i a new boss product and i can say it smells like my dad's boss bottle one.... but it may just be me.. the love quote of the day from kawei "Some are just too young to understand what relationships are for, and what do they mean. Some don't even know what love is. I cant say im an expert in the field of relationships but i can tell you that having a relationship is a lot of sacrifice, for each other, not one-sided."
Life N MemOries } {9:01 PM}
Saturday, May 24, 2008
my mum woke me up at 10am and was trying to get me on my feet to go with her to JB to eat and shop.. but i had to teach my cousin at 2pm.. then she left in a hurry at 11am.. who knows my aunt also wanted to go msia that day so she brought forward the timing to 12pm and i taught her piano till around 1pm.. then i got changed and took my passport and tagged along my aunt to go to JB.. i cant seem to find msia currency so i loaned from my aunt lols..
everything was quite smooth even for the bus ride across the causeway.. but i can see that there was a long queue at the junction for cars entering woodlands checkpoint.. im thinking that ms voon would be waiting on her car for 45mins or so to go into msia this week..
the 1st thing we did was to buy a movie ticket for indiana jones and the kingdom of the crystalskull.. we managed to get the 2pm tickets and it was quite an enjoyable show.. but i feel that there were too many coincidences in the show which made it funny.. it was quite reasonable though... i wonder how they managed to get those old cryslers cars for the shoot.. they are suppose to be antiques and it would be heart breaking to crash 1 of them.. but anways it was realistic and an adventurerous show for every1 to watch.. and it is good to learn from him "follow your dreams no matter who critise u" that similar phrase caught my attention haha..
then we were off to eat at a japanese resturant.. their sets were different from wad i had in waraku in sg.. might be even nicer and these are some of the pics.... parden my handphone camera coz its just a mere 1.3 mega pixel camera.. 1 more mth to upgrade my phone and change my number ( maybe).. and i found a good buffet japanese resturant for birthdays and celebrations.. hmm shall we test it on the guy whos' birthday is coming next week? F3
Life N MemOries } {10:12 PM}
Friday, May 23, 2008
today i met
vanessa on the train today and we discussed a lot of things from sch to our
pri sch activities last time.. it seems that we both enjoy our time in our
pri sch and expected to get a calling to go for our
pri sch camp but it
nvr came..
haha i missed the time when i was in
pri sch and the fun we had...
ridzuan did mention today that poly friends are less bonded
tgher than sec sch friends but i beg to defer.. we still keep in contact with our sec sch friends but we are still close to our poly friends at the same time..
vanessa was
nvr the same class as me in
pri sch but we are still friends even till today
whch means 9yrs?
toady i also saw
weijun from my class window today.. he walked past my class.. he looks the same as sec sch and i was
surprised he
recognise me... these past few days we have been seeing old classmates on the streets and was suppose to meet hm today.. we had some other plans today..
for me now. friends are very important and i should cherish every1.. i msged bevan just nw and i really hope we can still be friends again.. i know that time i said things which i sould not have said and i hope he would forgive me.. as i want to be like old times when we were goin around seeing things..
Life N MemOries } {7:36 PM}
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
i have been thinking
abt something for the past few days.. i came to realise something.. i realised that i am open when trying to
suan ppl.. and it has come to me that in the past 2 weeks i have made a lot of rude comments to others.. i need to control myself already... i felt that in these few days i have been insulting quite a lot of
ppl and it felt good at 1st.. but after
contemplating for a while i realised that it was quite a rude remark.. and these past few days i have been quite crazy
abt girls and i made a remark to
ys and i know her nearly puked..
lols..
idk y i have change to this point where i look like a
tiko pei =.= although sometimes my friends joke
abt it but i really feel i am one
lols... esp to
kawei when i always remark on his cousin
every time i see him.. i know he is not too happy
abt it but he tries very hard to maintain it... maybe i should not ever mention
abt his cousin ever again... i also felt that wad hm mentioned to me these past few days
onli made me feel that
im am really emotionally unstable..
im starting to feel i have this
temperament and mood swings.. sometimes i feel this way
abt this thing and the next moment it changes.. sometimes i dun really know wad i am
doin.. but too bad.. sometimes i look at my older posts i feel sad for myself and hearing stories from my friends
im even
saded.. every1 is in control of their body and i am in control of mine.. so i
cannot say
idk wad
im doing.. i am irritating every1 by
doing mad n crazy things.. make me look very odd...
im tired and
im growing crazy and i cant even maintain my eyes at green things
lmao.. and 1 more thing.. i need to limit wad i say already.. silence is golden and i know y... its time to hear from others than say things out loud.. sometimes u know i know can already and there is no need to really say it out loud..
im talkative since when i was young but i have to change this bad habit.. its time to change and be in control again and must not let my mood and words affect me =)..
Life N MemOries } {11:25 PM}
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
today was the day of the interview and every1 prepared well and were there very early making ourselves look good in formal and it was most of our 1st time wearing formal attire.. junjie was joking around the whole time as he wanted to calm himself down but it makes matters worse for us..
Life N MemOries } {11:30 PM}
Monday, May 19, 2008
since today my brother bought a gundam stand for our gundams so he decided to take some photos of the gundam we most loved and there they are.. he used his sketchbook as the background.. there are the nadleeh, kyrios from gundam 00 and ijustice from seed destiny..
Life N MemOries } {1:43 AM}
Saturday, May 17, 2008
slept the whole day.. what a lifeless
Saturday.. i am going to do my auto-cad soon so i am
going to make it short.. went to run just
nw and it was a 1st step for me to start my engines for
nafa.. at least i did a 3.2km jog but it was rather out of breath so i need more
practice before i can get it right.. with more training i am sure it will be good for my
nafa test at least.. but i am sure i would continue to run even after
nafa..
on the way back
junjie and i talked a lot of things about things we regretted
NOT doing in poly and one of my regret was not making friends with the whole class in yr 1.. but started to bond with friends when i am in yr3,at least we knows each other very well enough to suan each other and i felt i clicked well with my class now then last time..
haha and 1 more thing was not getting a
CCA for yr2 and we were the most slack in our whole school.. if we had a
CCA we would be
doing well for our whole body..
life tmr will always get better
Life N MemOries } {9:24 PM}
Friday, May 16, 2008
the best lecturer award.. some1 who can make me
slp while looking and listening to her.. some
ppl's voice naturally inspire u to fall asleep
where else some inspire u to listen more
vividly to them.. well in this case it was a
sleepy lesson in
kawei's gems lesson.. the day was as usual...
We had bowling as usual on Friday and
Joel had a winning streak and totally pawned all of us with his 184 scoreline.. it was fun as usual as the
suaning came in and it
really spiced the atmosphere up.. bowling is fun.. i wan play more
every week and continue playing all my life as a form of
relaxation.. every1 did quite well and we were happy with the scoreline.. between
junjie and me n
kawei.. we made a bet but we did not
fulfill it
haha.. but who cares we had fun =)
at
nite i had my piano lesson instead of
Monday coz i have something on on
Monday thus i cant make it..
Monday is construction day for me.. to build a A380 cockpit.. i just got the cockpit layout from him and the
dimensions will be given with my own measurements.. well i can do it on
auto cad and we still can change even if there is a slight mistake in the
designing part.. i hope for the best in our 1st model and i think we must keep record of wad we do by taking pics of it.. when we get the frame into business we must record down its
existence =)
another
Friday pass by and its so
sian.. i cant take my mind of my work and its TGIF.. must learn to
relax already..
hmm..
Sunday probably go some1 fun
ba with my parents..
im going to drag them to east coast park to play... a family dinner at
seletar dam? who knows
lols...
im planing a movie next week and i wonder who would join me to catch what happens in Vegas..
joeromeee mentioned its a good movie
Life N MemOries } {10:46 PM}
Thursday, May 15, 2008
today i woke up on the wrong side of the bed.. got up and wanted to slp again.. but at least i dragged myself to drink so hot water so i could stay awake.. it was goin to be a long long day and it was definately true.. i took my laptop bag.. the 1st time this year.. went to do our project.. we discussed a lot of things in school... i did prepare a good dimentions for the layout and it was rather ok.. i was more enthuasitic with the layout and more engrossed with the layout..
where my friends were more into the programing side.. so we deicided to split the whole project into half.. i was sian1/2 when near the end of the discussion they say they wanted to change to a A380 cockpit when i did so much on the 777 zzzz no choice but at least everything stays the same except for the honeywell LCD.. we were ambitious with our interactive display and there was an overwhelming suggestion but it seems we dun have a definately picture yet.. but its just the starting stage.. its ok to be ambitions now then at a later stage when we are rushing our project
Life N MemOries } {9:09 PM}
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
today seemed to be a normal wed but we went to Tekong for some introduction to the BMT given during our ns... it was clearly stated that if u did well for nafa and achieved at least a sliver u would get a 9 week basic training and if u did not make it it would be a 13 week training..
the ferry ride was like any other ferry ride no-1 was sea sick at least.. we reached and did a lot of sitting down and listening to the officers do their presentation... it seemed like wad our fathers said was rather true.. the training really grooms boys into men.. i saw some of the training it was like... 10 chin ups and 20 push up at least.. and u do that for the whole day.. tough but its makes males feel more confident after BMT
we got a full briefing of the equipment given but thats nt interesting enough we got to try the virtual firing range... gosh it was nice to play.. err test to be exact.. all of us know how to shoot a rifle.. all of us managed to hit the target quite well with 2 positions 1) crouching down 2) lieing on the floor.. i could not flaten my feet to aline it to the ground and joel keep hitting at it... i had expected even a fake rifle to be around 8kg+ but it was not that heavy so i was wrong..
we took a picture tgther with biondi in the center and kawei at the right side be4 leaving for the bus

at nite was a running session with junjie.. gosh i have not excerised for a very long time and it is killing my muscles... its time to run since i found a good friend to kill my boredom doin things alone.. haha im waiting for kawei to join us since he lives so near the place we ran.. its time to train up for ns and at the same time happier doin running.. i missed the moments i spend on the track when i was in pri sch and sec sch.. i wan to relive those moments again someday
Life N MemOries } {9:55 PM}
Monday, May 12, 2008
today was junjie's birthday but nt much of a celebration.. since today was marking day for a lot of schs in singapore.. there was an overwhelming crowd in the bugis area.. kawei was meeting his cousins which he nvr let us say hi to =/ biondi had his driving test so it left joel junjie BX and me... we were so call stalking kawei just to see who he was really meeting so we went to bugis with him.. but it seems the crowd hid away some1 wearing black and becoz he was not fat we all could not see him slip past us...
saded.. but we ended up at seol garden stuffing down our food.. joel picked mostly beef and junjie took all the spicy meat and he cant finish it.. =.= so no choice we had to do it my class's way.. "dun hum pls" " u scared to eat ar" end up every1 stuffed themselves even more and more.. i stuffed down 4 bowls of ice cream.. i love ice cream and u cant blame me for that.. bx's garlic was like one whole plate for garnishing which obviously he forced us to eat as well..lol and ice kachang with lotsssss of sryup and still junjie finished it..
it was very enjoyable for all of us other than our oversized stomach.. which resulted in 2 having to go to the tolet to make chocolate cake.. i really love their lame jokes which are quite motivating for me to eat and at least nt as boring as me haha =) we took the time after our 2hr lunch to find some formal wear for our interviews with our lecturer and they were all like far from our price range we wanted but heck since simone wans it we have to provide it speaking of which i have to finish my resume
signing off already
Life N MemOries } {10:06 PM}
Sunday, May 11, 2008
ytd went to orchard for a shopping session.. chelsia needed to look after her sick bf so she did not turn up but it did not dampen our moods haha.. i was set up to walk orchard for 2.5hrs str8 ALONE lols.. but the feeling was somewhat familar coz last time i used to walk orchard alone haha.. i was finding a gift for christine's belated birthday..
then after all those walking i met up with yongsiang n joan for the 420 show of ironman.. ironman was like batman begins and spiderman1.. basically talking abt how this superhero came about..
after that it was supposingly dinner but it was so crowded that we did not want to wait for a seat thus we roamed about shopping/finding a seat.. there were many mother's day present but i dun wan to buy any coz i dun wan my mum to nag.. (she loves to nag at us whenever we buy her gifts) i bought the gift i wanted and on to more walking.. as those 2 dun really like to shop, like me we walked a while and then boarded the train back home..
shopping is quite fun but i looking at branded goods turn me down coz its in the Ks region and i cant afford any like Emporio Armani shops which has many boutiques that look so nice but i dun even think i can afford yet.. haha probably when i start working i would buy 1 or 2 to wear and feel good abt myself lols.. time to mug and read throu presentations for tuesday..
time to sign off
Life N MemOries } {7:05 PM}
Friday, May 9, 2008
from wad pipi tagged just do it for fun since i have nthn to do lols
What do you want the most now?faster make it saturday so i can go out and enjoy.. no more thinking of schworkWho is the person you trust the most?my mum n dad and my brother?
If you have a dream come true, what will it be?be a pilot or some1 designing aircraft
Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?i see that everytime after a rain lolsWhat is your goal for this year?make my GPA 3.3 and exercise more..Do you believe in eternity love?whats that? never hear be4What feeling do you like the most?happiness
What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
1)understanding 2)humorous 3)friendlyWhat feeling you hate the most?hate and surprise
Do you cherish every friendship of yours?ermm ya..
What do you think is the most important of your life?love and support from my family and friendsIf you were to give a present to your other half, what would it be?my heart?How many girls have you fell deeply for?2 Who cares for you the most?my mum n dad n brother n my classmates n ysDo you think ''love'' is stupid?its stupid when u are out of it What if tomorrow never comes?open all the bottles in my cupboard and drink it allWhat do you want to do right now?drink coke and listen to music and close my eyes
Life N MemOries } {9:12 PM}
Thursday, May 8, 2008
today was dragged by biyong n vicky to donate blood.. guess it was my fate to go back there again.. my 1st experience with needles at a blood donation center was not that pleasent and it still occasionally brings back bad memories.. my last donation was 3yrs ago.. it was very long ago.. haha .. well this time the nurse were very friendly and i let them know abt my situation.
they were very friendly and they suggested giving me more tranqulizers.. haha they took note of my blood type O- and they congraulated me on being the 1st negative of the day and sumore with such a rare blood type.. they keep their records in their database and they can be accessed by just a scan of ur nric.. guess i know y all these years i have been reciving many mail letters in whch they ask me to go and donate blood..
for those who dun know O- is a very rare blood.. negative O can save positive O but positive O cant save negative O so it means i can onli save myself... and O is a universal blood group which give me the opportunity to save many ppl haha..
the needle was inserted with not much pain but there was a numbling effect and i can feel the arm goin numb as well... and they were telling me that i should tell them 1st if i dun not like the inserting needle part so they will make it less painfull for u..
there was this gal who was seated opposite me.. it might be her 1st time with blood transfusion and she fainted there.. it happens when u are low blood count goes to the brain.. they immediately take off the needles and allow u to rest..
it seems that even when u pass the medical checkup its hard to see if there is enough blood in ur body to donate.. sometimes girls have their monthly periods and if its in quick succession of a blood donation this might happen.. it was nt my 1st time seeing a female faint during a blood donation drive haha..
Life N MemOries } {8:38 PM}
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
today my mum really had nthn to do thus she made some chocolate fondue and it was in dark chocolate.. i hate dark chocolate coz i dun really like the taste personally but no1 in my family was complaining so y should i start? hmm we had ice cream but as the weather was quite hot thus we decide to abolish the plan and eat with fruits onli haha.. took some pics of it..



today i could not resist but i smsed her and wanting to get a positive reply.. and i finally got the answer i really wanted after so long... im glad it worked out fine for u after leaving me and i thinik i should move on as well and i should not forcus my thoughts on u anymore..
i have know u for quite a long time and i know how u tend to react to ppl's qns and im sure u think its over for the both of us.. haha good luk in future even thou u dun read this haha. i wish that u will find ur prince charming one day haha and i will find mine too..
Life N MemOries } {8:01 PM}