Friday, April 18, 2008
today is the best day haha.. i was anticipating my gems lesson today and it was rather fruitfull
we were suppose to pair up, one male one female and we were suppose to be guided by each other blind-folded and was lead throu the class and not to knock into anything.. next up was the fall back and to let the other person catch u
we we all realised is that we logically know that the person behind us will catch us but the thing, trust is not formed by logic but it is formed by the feelings of the heart. it is not so easy to trust in any relationship and it takes a long time to develop trust..
after that we were suppose to create list of wad physical and character your perfect partner would have and been. i would not want to explian further coz i said lots of explicit things haha..
after that we had a arm wressling competetion, the instruction was no matter whos hand hit the table u would have to count one no matter who won.. but it seems that i did it wrong with my partner and ended up challenging each other
in a relationship it canot be challenging each other just to win. u may win the arguement but u would never really win the relationship. becoz of human competition at work and at play.. it seems that even in a loving relationship become a competition.. instead we should all co-operate with each other instead to pass throu obsticles..
teacher also said that in any relationship there will always be quarrel and its necessary becoz whenever u get over the quarrel it becomes more relexed.. we played another game of entangled web.. we were suppose to unlock our arms which is used in many team-work games.. my team was first to complete it.. he comtinued to explain.. in any relationship there will always be tangled webs.. which causes arguement and lots of furious exchanges.. but dun ever find the easy way out by breaking the bonds.. u end up starting and ending again and again everytime u encounter a problem... that is not the way and finding solutions is a good way to learn
top 4 characters on the wanted list 1) understanding 2)friendly 3) humorous 4)intellegent
somehow and somewhat i already knew all these from the start but sometimes i feel i could skip some of these steps with u. but it seems that u was nt interested in doin something like tis and end it.. i still dont know wads wrong with us and i really want to be with u.. everytime i see couples i feel envious lols..
tks biondi joel kawei and junjie for keeping me accopanied today.. tks a lot instead of watching the movie whch u all wanted.. haha hope the lonely 5 can one day wont be lonely haha...
today got basic driving test.. it seemed hard but i can onli say tks biondi and junjie.. for recomending me a gd site so i can at least do a mock up and learn with my book at the same time.. i PASSED and would be taking my final theory on the 25th of june... 1 week after junjie complete his exams..
but sadly there is no1 to share my joy.. i called my parents.. they keep saying me i would fail =.= my parents nvr ever say good things to me and my brother be4.. no matter wad i do is good enough for them.. this might be the surface coz i know that they really love me from their other actions... i am sure they are proud of their son =)
i saw shumin today.. but i thinik she hardly noticed me today coz she was looking down as usual lols... it has been a long time since i saw her and she did nt change a bit.. haha sadly i nvr go say hi (im anti-social) haha today i really talked a lot of things in this blog...
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