Sunday, April 6, 2008
waa sian... y when i wan relex games will hang one ZZZZZ.. no choice today just reached my limit of slacking in the office... i cant stand slacking le... zzzz sometimes nthn to do sometimes a lot of things to do.. personally i like the part where i do MORE THINGS than do nthn... do something time past faster this way...
sometimes i feel talking abt it hurts me a lot since all it does is bring back memories of happiness.. i personally dun feel anything abt our break up.. but i am still rather attached to our memories we shared and keep asking myself how it has resulted to this.. but its good anways.. joan can tell me what really happens in a girls mind and how they think
it makes me wonder if she really said that on her sms or was it her mum =.="" she seem so different when she talks on the phone.. really spoilt her gd image lols.. male has a different interpreation of ur actions and girls think abt it differently.. haha.. i now have listened to wad she say and its really reasonable .... after 1 week or less then i can finally accept our break up coz of these words... 1 sided love, childish, no trust, immature, simple, and the main thing is.. even when u grow up, u still have this kind of mindset, u still will be a 10yr old no matter wad..
i feel i have tried my best to forfill your "dream BF" and i canot complain that i did something wrong.. u did a lot of things to show that u loved me, by staying up so late to wait for me.. they were shocked as well.. and dun really understand wad were u thinking.. but from the quarrel we had( whch was seen by joan) she feels that u are nt ready for a relationship yet.. and even thou u are 14,, ur thinking is no more than a 10yr old.. u say be4 u are still young and dont know wad is love.. and u are most probably right.. and i failed to realise that haha =) let us move forward and grow up as well
Life N MemOries } {7:16 PM}
