Tuesday, April 8, 2008
ytd serene quarreled with sam.. quarrel y must bring me into the small picture?? i cant take it anymore.. everytime say something to comfort another.. u use it against me.. i dun like it.. i say serene just changed a bit to less bothered abt things.. and like tis also can get scalded.. Just because of maple all our relationship go so sour.. like wad ys say.. maple onli hurt feelings.. i just hope that it will turn out fine at the end of the day..
well serene changed so much.. unlike the cheerfull person she was.. now she is rather emo and so on.. i also cant take it anymore.. sometimes she is so good to me and sometimes so cold.. now in the end we are fighting for no apparent reason.. well sam got his own thinking and we should find ways to solve things.. every1 is so grown up already.. if u really feel its a chore to talk to me serene.. dun need to force urself anymore coz i wont want to trust u again le.. u really say what u really felt yesterday and it really hurt my feelings
ya maybe ur right.. i listen but i dun do it.. its my fault la.. i dun wan talk abt it.. sometimes we no matter how angry should not say some things.. i feel sam is rather right.. he wants to enjoy his time with christine and probably u should let him.. when u have a real life gf.. you tend to abondon other friends.. i know how he feels.. they have been throu a lot tgther already and i wish them all the best.. i dun think sam will log in when i am logged into maple..
sam was very good and understanding to me.. when i got problems he asked me to talk to him.. something serene would do but did not.. maybe ur work but we all know u are mopre bothered abt maple and lvling and goin overseas to meet qi.. we are just casual friends so y bother listening to me??
today another day past and KW needs to refine your social skills.. i just pray for u that it would suceed and all the best =) i really hope u can find love somewhere from some1.. we all know that u always wanted to have gf by fate and fate has arrived.. its time to act.. its now or never LOLS
i feel glad today.. that its goin to be the last 3 days of work.. haha i go buy a gift for all of them already.. i though van houton would be cheap with the metal box.. arnd $7 but it was $11
pocket pain le.. i would rather have bought the seashells for all of them instead.. but the van houton "easter egg" would be nicer and more viarity for them..
Life N MemOries } {8:30 PM}
