Wednesday, May 21, 2008
i have been thinking
abt something for the past few days.. i came to realise something.. i realised that i am open when trying to
suan ppl.. and it has come to me that in the past 2 weeks i have made a lot of rude comments to others.. i need to control myself already... i felt that in these few days i have been insulting quite a lot of
ppl and it felt good at 1st.. but after
contemplating for a while i realised that it was quite a rude remark.. and these past few days i have been quite crazy
abt girls and i made a remark to
ys and i know her nearly puked..
lols..
idk y i have change to this point where i look like a
tiko pei =.= although sometimes my friends joke
abt it but i really feel i am one
lols... esp to
kawei when i always remark on his cousin
every time i see him.. i know he is not too happy
abt it but he tries very hard to maintain it... maybe i should not ever mention
abt his cousin ever again... i also felt that wad hm mentioned to me these past few days
onli made me feel that
im am really emotionally unstable..
im starting to feel i have this
temperament and mood swings.. sometimes i feel this way
abt this thing and the next moment it changes.. sometimes i dun really know wad i am
doin.. but too bad.. sometimes i look at my older posts i feel sad for myself and hearing stories from my friends
im even
saded.. every1 is in control of their body and i am in control of mine.. so i
cannot say
idk wad
im doing.. i am irritating every1 by
doing mad n crazy things.. make me look very odd...
im tired and
im growing crazy and i cant even maintain my eyes at green things
lmao.. and 1 more thing.. i need to limit wad i say already.. silence is golden and i know y... its time to hear from others than say things out loud.. sometimes u know i know can already and there is no need to really say it out loud..
im talkative since when i was young but i have to change this bad habit.. its time to change and be in control again and must not let my mood and words affect me =)..
Life N MemOries } {11:25 PM}
