Thursday, June 5, 2008
today was unlike any other day.. today was a very very fun day.. although we went to sch and did less than 2hrs of work. we still did smthn.. be4 gg to sch there was a group of students lost at the entrance of the "coffee shop" and it was pretty dark to see the map properly.. as kawei and i went past them i heard some1 shouting " in lost" so as a student in sp we must help around those who were lost.. but they dun need the directions... and i got owned
we had our dinner at 12pm coz we wanted to run.. an early dinner is best for us because we want to be in top shape.. the teachers had to get rid of us becoz they were booking spaces in KFC for the camp they were orgaising.. there was not much space for us to use so we had to SQUEEZE with some other ppl to just have our dinner.. we went home near 2 and we reached yishun at around 3pm then its off to yongsiang's hse to meet him to go chambers for zakum..
it has been 2 mths since i last zakum and its not fun already =x then since i had extra cash 19k... lols nvr use at all sia.. then she go choose some cs items for me.. end up making me look like a stripper.. with undies and a helm.. but it looks quite ok for 13k cash lols.. budget budget.. might be playing again some time soon
zakum was fun with joan's friend as the VIP but he cant stop talking so i jiao wei with him a bit.. i cant take it when stella is on the same party as me.. sometimes just seeing her make me feel stressed dao. becoz i still have feelings for her.. but it went quite fast.. 2nd round was just arms onli..
i was the one to solo zakum arms becoz i am very good at it.. but this time it was completely different i feel stressed when playing it.. i still loved her but seeing her not talking to me really hurts me real badly.. thats y i could not have the confidence to play solo... it still hurts me even after 2 mths.. i cant take it anymore
end up i got owned by this sentance.. " Lol i have to tell u theres someone that i like already its impossible between both of us le don waste your time on me alvin"
guess it was really 1 sided love.. my heart aches real badly.. i wana to wash away the pain but its is a deep wound in my heart that goes deep into the root of my heart.. i cant even let go so easily.. idk how to even do it.. i tried my all but i cant seem to put it to rest.. i guess im really helpless this time..
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