Thursday, January 29, 2009
i just fucking hate myself.. failing tp when mouting a kerb was never ever happened in any pratice.. and fuck it.. im just useless when it comes to such things.. turn too slowly.. fucking road with a 70 which i went 50.. i dun think can stop in time so went pass also get marked down.. fuck.. everytime and anytime its always me the one to blame for things that happen around me..
comunication break down with em, emo-ing over a few words by said by joel.. i got no talent and i get angry easily..bad combination.. i just hate myself for what i done the past few months.. the new year did not even change anything.. fuck it.. does trying hard means it will yield results? NO is the answer.. i tried, i really tried to get my driving right to cheer myself up.. what em does not know that i really wanted us to work out.. by being myself.. yet communication break down and ross keep blaming me for it.. u think im happy with it? fuck it im always wrong happy.. most of the fyp work is done by vicky not me.. 1 grp most of the time is 1person doin.. im not happy to say this but it is the situation now..
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