to add on more family pressure.. dad's workplace would be shutting down for 5 weeks..so he will go on no pay leave for 5 weeks.. brother is getting all the attention coz of his results.. realised that parents set aside money for brother to study university and i dun. parents dun trust me to go out late.. but allows my brother to go out late.. having a gf is restricted for me but not my brother mum just say it just nw indirectly.. whats up with my life ...parents dun even have expectations for me.. family, sch and life itself are so fucked up..
i just dun have the confidence to really say much to my friends now.. past 2 projects i have either misread the instructions or the report itself.. causing so much needless editing from their sides.. i feel damn redundent in the project group as they are pratically doing all my parts all over again.. i tried but its always wrong.. correct it but its still wrong.. i just dont know what to do..
i've messed up so many things this yr.. in less than 2mths.. messed up driving, spinnovex interview, distinction interview, 2 reports and fyp report.. and the list continues into my relationship parts.. i just dont know what to do abt it anymore.. the storm is approaching but i still have to weather it.. running is not a solution..
on a lighter note.. its the best time to buy gifts for future friends.usually 2 weeks before valentine's day, you would see unique hand made goods for sale once a year.so its the best time to buy buy buy and keep keep keep
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