Friday, June 12, 2009
SOMEWHERE I BELONGthis has been the question knocking on my head
everytime.. who should i be with in this world right now? with my friends? my family? my work? who i really
wana spend my 24hrs each day are these
ppl? this
qns is always never-changing..
i've realised that my friends are very understanding..
i've been working for the past few weeks and have been very preoccupied at work and haven't been spending much time with
joel,
biondi and
kawei even when their enlistment is near.. no last meal
tghr =/ (
becoz i cant drive) they occasionally give me the feeling that
i've forgotten them.. but i HAVE NOT!!
becoz we
havent got
occasions that we wont see for 6months plus yet..
sometimes i feel very bad not joining u all for lots of stuff.. but well its kinda in friendship that u have disagreement? but having too much
pangseh is also not very good which caused u all to lose trust in me .. (like me
lor, say can drive end up cant drive any shit) sometimes i feel there is nothing to say to u all with
goin out..
the longest time
i've nvr met a friend was 6months.. and that was
bevan.. unbelievable rite? we were friends since our
pri sch days and even till poly yr1 ( we were maple addicts then) after that we talked lesser and lesser
coz of sch work and we argued over something... but we still have a strong friendship..
ys n
joan have their "thing"
goin on so lets not really disturb them unless they disturb u.. like when
joan needed help for her
surprise birthday party.. we'll help whatever we can ;) we usually go out for
activities rather than just for the sake of
goin out.. usually on special occasions like holidays and some outings..
i have maple friends and i dun seem to be close to them.. just an ordinary player in game with no comments whatsoever
abt anything inside.. i
prefer to be an observer rather than a participant and this really pissed off a lot of
ppl.. worse part of it is that i dun have any motivation to play it.. trying to lure me back seems to be a good idea.. my fingers on the keyboard, eyes on the screen, my heart and soul is thinking of something else.. i think
i've pissed off
emily more than 10times in 1 week.. now
i'm working. i totally have no time at all..
for family. my mum loves to talk to me.. esp when
i'm asleep in the morning.. however when
i'm half asleep,
i'll still talk back to her.. she likes it as my dad dun talk to her much.. neither does my brother talk to my mum.. all she asked is my "research" on the customers of
robinsons and how work is like..
i've got too many comments and she likes to hear it a lot..
even nursery dept got lots of politics.. sadly i enjoy working with the customers in getting what they really want and need.. but i dun like to work with the politics inside the dept right now.. fun at the same time can exercise my muscles for
ns.. everyday carry weights (strollers and playpen) ranging from 6kg to 15kg.. at least 5 times a day..
swt
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