Sunday, December 20, 2009
over just a period of 2 weeks.. i realised that my parents are getting old.. i haven been at home much for the 13weeks and just being back with them just made me discover more of them.. they have worked hard since their youths and even till this age of 55, my dad is still working and sacraficing so much to make my brother and i happy..
i did not even realised that they were that old until they kept forgetting things, taking a little more time to even walk down the stairs and aches here and there.. it kinda struck me.. y didn't i sign on, when i had the chance, to be an officer. get the scholarship and the money.. but i know in my heart.. the govt will nvr make u leave.. and i wont leave as well..
life really sucks when u have little to options to explore.. ns is goin to be 2 years and my parents grow 2 years older.. i must study uni and it will leave my dad at a age of 61 be4 he can even rest..
however i shall not despair in this situation but draw some courage and motivation from this situation and excell forward in life.. theres always ways to work things out and i pray to god for all the best in my parents and they wil always live happily not matter the situation has become.. things can onli become better if u put heart into it.. writing this kinda lifted some of the pressure on my heart and i really feel much better..
Life N MemOries } {9:11 PM}
